t s u b a s a reservoir chronicle

Saturday, January 31, 2004

Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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Lingga says @#%$! at 9:58 PM

Hmmm. Me got a lot of homework need to do. But no mood (of course, the only person i know who has the mood to do homework is Nicky). Lemme list down my homework first...

1. Chinese zuo ye
2. Chinese zao ju
3. Eng compre (SUMMARY!!!! GOT SUMMARY!!!! T_T)
4. Art (God, what colour do you paint a bull-turned-cow-cum-pig?? And acrylic paint so ex, it pains my heart to use it... *strokes box cover lovingly*)
5. Copy Geog notes from Jia

Hmmmm... this sounds like all. But cannot be... only this 5 items meh?? Kill me I also wont believe. Mebbe got maths. But i think dont have leh. Even if got I also cannot do... left it at school ^o^

Tomorrow got alumni lunch at Chongfu... suddenly in no mood to eat a 10-course lunch which costs 30 bucks (hey, my dad is sponsering, so why not?) What to wear? I know must be half-formal (no slippers and shorts)... but at least no full formal or else see Lok in tux and i will never recover from this horrifying childhood memory.

Mom gonna bring me to Queenstown on Mon to get me new sports shoes!!! =D Yippee.

Lingga says @#%$! at 4:08 PM

This one is also called Jeremy!!!!! But totally unlike the Jeremy in our class *rolls eyes* Picture from Jia's blog!

This Jeremy Sumpter (Peter Pan!! That's why he walks around half-naked half the time =D) looks younger than us. But he is 14 like us. But he is much more better looking than the so called guys we know, dont you think??

Lingga says @#%$! at 12:13 AM

Friday, January 30, 2004

Ah!! Finally i get online. First my John Nash essay prevented me from going online... then when i wanted to go online i found out that my stupid dad forgot to pay my broadband bills and they stopped our suscription -___________-'' God. But whatever, i'm online now. Plenty of things to update, you know.

Beat Fuchun Sec on Wed. 35 - 4. Played at the open air netball court opposite the temple near Chongfu... you know? Fuchun was just pure lousy, not that we were good.

Today played AMK. Lost 44 - 10. Everyone cried miserably. Even Jody cried. Jody never cries... never seen her cry. She just isnt the crying type, you know?

I started crying after the first quarter ended. No matter how hard I try, i just couldnt jump high enough to get the ball. I couldnt, i wouldnt, i didnt know how. I dont know. Mr Liu was screaming from the other end of the quat and all the seniors were like fed up and yelling "JUMP! GET REBOUND!" Everytime i jumped i could hear Mr Liu complaining that i wasnt jumping, i was hopping. The GS was 177cm tall. That is almost 10cm taller than me. Maybe because I never had to jump, maybe because my opponents were never that tall before, that's why i never had any practice with jumping that high. I just couldnt. No matter how hard I tried I couldnt. There was no space at all. I kept worrying i would contact my GS and step on her feet or whatever. But it turned out I didnt have to worry about that because everytime i jumped, my hands reached her hands instead of the ball, and almost everytime the umpire blew me for contact. ME. Contact. I never contact. I almost never get blown for anything in court.

I think the umpires were biased though. Serious... there were times when I was just standing there and I never even raised my hands to block her or anything and she blew me for obstruction and my mouth was like hanging there, Izzah also experienced it... when they blew her she turned to me and went in disbelief, "but i never did anything!"

When i walked off the court my spirits were really really low and i felt really like crying and when Mr Liu and all the seniors started yelling (they werent really yelling. Just saying in a loud voice.) at me i broke down and i cried and Aileen made me practise my jumping but I just couldnt get high enough. I tried, i really did. I was sobbing all the way and I was trying really hard to stop crying but i just couldnt. Because I felt really terrible inside. I was thinking, why the hell cant I jump high enough, why why WHY, and i really blamed myself.

Many people cried during the breaks between the quarters.

I didnt play second quat but i played the rest. I still wasnt jumping high enough. I really really tried but i just couldnt. The tears fought their way out, but I held them back. There was this period when the umpire blew me for contact every single time I jumped up to try and get the ball. There were a couple of times she said I was "leaning". LEANING? i didnt even know that could be blown off. And i WASNT LEANING ON HER. Why, for God's sake, would i lean on her? I have my own back. I think it was just the angle she saw it from.

When the game ended, plenty of people cried. We just sat down and started sobbing. It happens like this everytime after a match we lose. The seniors, who had lost to Northland yesterday, cried too, Xue Ling told me. I dont know why we all cry... it's like all of us blame themselves for losing the game. Basically there was just a lot of people sitting down and crying on the ground. Angelyn buried her head in her lap and just sobbed her heart out... Anna was crying, Nat was crying, Xue Ling was crying, Syafiqah was crying... everyone was. So was Jody. She turned her back on us and faced the other side. But i knew she was crying.

The mood was a very sad one. Nat and Angelyn hugged together and just sobbed... Mr Liu tried to console us by saying that it was good that we hit 2 digit against a strong team like AMK... but hey, we're not stupid. 10 points. Nice 2 digit, eh? He said that we definitely could get into second round... Deyi and Hougang we could win. I believe we can. We must.

He also said that it was expected to lose to AMK, because they have totally different criteria from us. They dont accept anybody below 1.6m unless you were a school player in your old school, and if you're not, you must be 1.7m at least. Netball is one of their key sports, just like basketball and volleyball are ours or whatever. Plus they have an ex-national player as their coach. I heard all of them hate her. Another reason why we cannot compare ourselves to them. Their coach is like a fiesty bitch who, i bet, pushes them to their limit. Mr Liu is rather lac with us. But i wouldnt want to be pushed to my limit. It will be torturous. I dont want to hate netball. I want to enjoy it.

I just cant stand those people who say netball is a lousy sport. Yeah, so what if we havent won any awards? Netball is as much challenging as basketball, volleyball, or any other ball sport. SO STOP PUTTING NETBALL DOWN. Those stupid immature little freaks.

I havent really expressed myself well in this entry... just want to tell myself that we will win the next 2 matches and get into the second round. We will beat Deyi. We beat them the last time. We will beat them this time too.

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:36 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Yay. Finally my toenail made a clean break with my toe. =) Good... zai na li jiu chan bu qing, shen me sai ma.

Yesterday when I went home and took off my socks I saw my toenail hanging... it looked like a door hanging from its hinges, can open shut and open shut and open shut one ^_____^ Me found it horribly disgusting and simply fascinating. I plucked off the nail from the little bit of flesh it was attached to, and then examined it. There was this huge solid clump of dirt and nail or whatever it is. Absolutely fascinating. I am keeping the nail and the dirt, which I dug out. Actually it wasnt the whole nail that fell out... it was only like, 3/5. the rest were like, stuck to the flesh of my feet. It is very horribly interesting now, my toe.

AND netball wan sui! Seniors beat Compassvale, 54 - 3. I DIDNT GO AND WATCH IT TODAY!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

John Nash essay!!! HOW??? I have to hand in on Friday... I may get a start on it today. I still am not clear where I want to start... so how to write? But I am 49% positive that once I start writing, I'll have no problem finishing it... I hope. -___-''

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We are SOOOOOOO lucky. A FREE SUB-DOMAIN! GOD! Lalalalalala...

Oh yah, yesterday Sin Yeow handed us 6 or 7 pages of Yue Fei info for the chinese project. Sasa was very surprised and very happy and said that if Sin Yeow cong ming yi dian, hao kan yi dian, then she will like him. In my case, however, he needs to cong ming hen duo dian, hao kan hen duo dian, before I will like him. He may as well just get a brain transplant.

You know what? Today I found out from Xinyi that Yixuan told her Sin Yeow was surfing PORN IN THE SCHOOL LIBRARY. Porn. In the SCHOOL LIBRARY. My god. He is either incredibly brave or incredibly brainless. I believe the latter. My god, doesnt he have the common sense to surf porn at HOME or something??? In the school library???????????? Yixuan said she saw the words Asian Pornography on the website. MY GOD............... And once, I remember someone asking him how girls look the best (or something like that, but this is not the point, the point is his ANSWER) and he said something about how girls look the best naked. NAKED. He is SICK. THAT FREAK IS A SICKO PYSCHOTIC PERVERT. FREAK FREAK FREAK.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:38 PM

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Me still got so much homework never do... Shall list them all down in order of urgency:

1. Chinese file cover
2. Learn ting xie
3. Finish zao ju (this one can go school copy, i still got 1 question never do)
4. Maths TB (due on Tue)
5. Do something to Art (not due in 2 more weeks, but have to present it on Tue)
6. John Nash essay (due 30 Jan)

I guess that's all... my chinese file cover SUX. What shit.

Anime Skies shifted! To www.animeskies.endlessrain.org. This suntiger from endlessrain.org very kindly agreed to host us =) Free!! *dances around*

New hotmail and blogskins siggy. Like it a lot =)

Lingga says @#%$! at 5:15 PM

Hell... CNY is not CNY. CNY is hell disguised in red packets, firecrackers and mandarin oranges.

Today went to my mom's youngest sister (xiao yi)'s house.. is some landed property in some ulu ulu land. Their house is very nice... it looks very comfy. But i dont really like my xiao yi. She comes across as someone who is very stingy to me (but it cant be, because she gives me 10 bucks every year in ang pao. Maybe she just hao lian lah. She so rich, hao lian can afford, unlike my dad.). It was very awkward there, because my sister and I had nothing to do. We hang in the living room, enduring with the TV set. Budden all the aunties suddenly say want to sing karaoke ask us go upstairs and play (PLAY?)... we scooted up while they got ready the karaoke sets and everything...

Chen Lei. THEY WERE SINGING CHEN LEI. And then got Tian Mi Mi. Ai shang yi ge bu hui jia de ren. Some weird stuff like coffee and beer (yi bei zai yi bei...) and then got CHUN MENG. My aunties cannot sing very well, i am afraid. But did that stop them?? Oh NO. They warbled into the mike happily...

And the scences of the music videos were crap. I always see this woman with extra big earrings and dresses from the 80s walking on the beach, staring at the sky, with an occasional umbrella or a man to hug her from behind and then they will look at the sky/river/flowers/trees/sea/whatever together. In the same direction. Or they will all look very lovesick and have the "why was our love so short" "why did our love ahve to end" "life without you is not worth living" that kind of look. Nauseating. And all the guys very nan kan. Plus the earrings really very disgusting.

I smsed Sasa for help... she shared my sentiments exactly, then asked me if I wanted to join this kind of MV because her dad know someone form Mediacorp who specialises in this kind of stuff, and I was like, go and die, you go and apply with Seow Ho, he can hug you from behind and then your can look at the sky together or whatever, and she was like, he is shorter than me, etc etc... blah blah... oh well. Do you all know who Seow Ho is?? He is (we presume) an admirer of Sasa, from our class. Because that time Jin Jun said xiao he xi huan mou mou ren during zao ju and everyone knew it was Sasa of course and then we looked at him and realised that his ears were totally red... as Jia put across, "blushing to the tips of his ears"... Awww, how sweet =)

Then we went to the 2nd storey and stayed there and watched TV, ignoring all the dreadful noises drifting up from the ground floor. Even my DAD joined in during tian mi mi. GOD.

Counted my ang pao money a while ago... I have $176 i think. Much more than last year, last year was simply pathetic. Mebbe the economic crisis thingy or something.

I still got a lot of homework never do... my zao ju, my zuo ye, my john nash essay, maths TB, art (i dont even HAVE acrylic paint) and then gotta learn ting xie... AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 12:14 AM

Friday, January 23, 2004

Today went to some other cousin's house (i have like more than 36 cousins so dont expect me to remember every one of them) on my father's side. There's really nothing happy about the visit.

Now see, once again there was nothing much to do. My cousin's son, 1 yr younger than me, used to play with me everything, but now that he is older, and take note, it is a HE, we have totally different interests. Like, I do not find controlling one mindless and oversized moron in the wrestling ring to wrestle another interesting.

Plus, when I was in that cousin's younger daughter (Dilys. Or something that sounds like that, I cannot remember) 's room (where everyone had gathered to play mahjong) she stuck to me because I had took out her board (the one which you can draw with this pen and then can clean when you pull this lever... i'm sure we all know. This particular one even has special chops to chop prints on the board. The things kids get to play with nowadays.) and was happily pressing the star and heart shaped chops all over her board, and then she wanted to play with me, which was fine for a couple of minutes, but I really dont know how to entertain kids younger than 8. In fact, I have no interest in anyone who is not close to my age group. But I couldnt possibly push her aside and tell her she's boring, i dont want to play with her, right? She's just 5. Plus if she tells her mummy, I'm dead. So I looked on and smiled while she threw erasers into her pencil box and laughed. She is really a very nice kid. Just not interesting to me -________-''

And the worse thing was, towards the end of the visit, a seam in my jeans ripped. RIPPED. That's right. Near my butt, to top it off.

Fine, laugh all you want.

Jeans dont RIP! My jeans were made of stretchable material. This was only the second time I'd worn it. I refuse to believe that my butt was that big. I was perfectly comfortable in it! I believe it was made of inferior material *sniffs the air* But luckily I had my sling bag to cover the hole.

Actually, the jeans were lousy. Its blue dye rubbed off in your hands. If you rubbed any cloth material against it, some dirty blue specks will come off and stick to the material. The bottom part of my t-shirt turned BLUISH, for god's sake. It cost 20 over bucks!!!! Knn.

And then, almost everyone gave me 4 bucks in the ang pao. But this is not my point. My point is, someone actually gave me TWO DOLLARS! In all my 13 and 1 months I have never had a $2 ang pao. It's really surprising.

I know talking about this is really bad of me. Someone might not have had a good year or anything.

And, my loony father, who wanted to hao lian, gave everyone (everyone = more than 10) 10 bucks.

And he always tries to refuse to give me my allowance. *narrows eyes*

God.

Changed Sasa's layout for her today. I think should would like it, I like it. Added some little changes. Say thank you, Sasa.

Tomorrow: another stupid and pointless visit. I tried to get out of it, but my mom says no way. And the worse thing? No Kindaichi. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 10:28 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2004

Why did I blog so many times these days?? *wonders*

Anyway, I dug up the old 6A photos!!! Put them up because it's unfair that 1/7 has a photo page and 6A doesnt =P

Visit and see the cute and adorable us here!!

Which reminds me... Lok has not turned over a new leaf!!!!!!! He saw my I love Dodo entry and told me that he changed it to I LOVE DILDO, SHIOK SHIOK. (...) Lamers will be lamers. And he said that he will stop gayism. That's too bad for his clients and chio bu chinky, ain't it? (God, Faris's influence... His "we should make love, not war" has left a deep impression in my mind...)

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:40 PM

So today we went to my wai po (mum's mum)'s house, like we do every chu yi, and every chu yi we go her house, drink packet drink, eat some new year stuff, say happy new year to everyone we see, and then just sit down and watch TV. I watched TV straight from 1.30 to 3.50pm... And then tried to look as if I knew all those weird people who entered the house and I shook their hands and said Happy New Year and then i would be left alone. (Note: nails are still metallic purple. Only now, at 9.25pm when i am typing this, the purple is rather faded to a silvery one)

When we went home we hitched a ride with my 6th Aunt's lorry... my sis, my 17 yr old girl cousin and my 6th uncle sat in the driver's seat while, my 4th, 6th aunt, my mom and my dad and this guy who i think is my 6th aunt's son too, making him my cousin, sat in the open. Almost every year we take their lorry home. I enjoyed it very much in the past few years, but not so much this year.

Halfway through the ride a speck of sand got into my right eye. It stayed there for the rest of the trip, no matter how I tried to get it out, by rubbing it, pulling up my eyelid, blinking profusely like Sin Yeow... it was a severe irritation and a hindrance to the sight of my right eye. I couldnt keep it open for 5 seconds without blinking. And it was really annoying because it felt exactly like what it was - a speck of sand stuck in my right eye.

To top things off, I didnt tie my hair, thinking that it would be rather interesting to imitate all the Wella hair models who have their long luxurious locks blowing in the wind. Unfortunately, what those Wella people forgot to mention is that if you leave your long hair to the mercy of the very very very powerful wind when you are speeding down the highway at 120km/h, it tangles. That's right. All those single strands of hair get blown about so much that they are terribly afraid they will get ripped out of my scalp and so they twist themselves together with other strands of hair. Forming, of course, lots and lots of tangles. It took me 15 mins to straighten the stupid knots out, at home.

Back to the speck of sand. I was trying desperately to get it out when my sis suggested that I cry to get it out. It struck me that my sis could be the closest to a genius I could ever get. Immediately i turned on the water tap (as Sasa is so familiar with) but the tears failed to wash out the sand. So I was stuck with it all the way through watching the Huang Fei Hong movie at close to 6pm, getting used to the sand in my right eye. Suddenly, i blinked, and the irritation in my eye was gone. God. I dont even know where it went. It was either swallowed up by my eyeball, or it dropped out. Either way I was damn glad.

And because of Vanessa Liu Xinying the stupid tune of the Dodo advertisment ("I love Dodo, SHIOK SHIOK!!") is imprinted in my head. I cannot get rid of it. First Zhen Qing, now this. God.

Lingga says @#%$! at 9:33 PM

You, my friend are a true individual. You most
likely hate trends and are creative. By seeing
things differently, people either admire you or
think you are a bit strange. I'm guessing you
are a lot like me. Perhaps a Good Charlotte
hater? I hope so. An inspiration to us all,
continue being you! (If you like GC, I'm sorry,
I am just expressing an opinion)

A Deeper Look Inside Yourself (with pics)
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So weird. The last time i took this quiz i got a different result. *shrugs*

Angel

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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I dont believe this... me, ANGELIC? Me, INNOCENT?? What the hell... why do quizzes keep telling me i am INNOCENT... I am NOT!!! I was a past 5A/6A person!! My class is the past 1/7 and present 2/7! I am friends with Jia and Faris!!! IMPOSSIBLE! (...) So why do they all tell me I am angelic or innocent...

Jia got a naked woman in her picture!!! Ahahahaha!! She so excited sia... =) I wonder what Sasa will get... ^_________^

Lingga says @#%$! at 10:55 AM

Great, isnt it? The first day of CNY, my toenail wants to seperate from my toe. How the hell am I supposed to go out? Wrap my toe in gauze and scotch-tape it?

Me finally satisfied my abalone craving yesterday!! =) Ate steamboat... found out abalone isnt really THAT great... KFC beats it hands down, god.

Painted my nails (fingernails) metallic purple yesterday. Correction: my sister painted my nails metallic purple yesterday. Am staring at my metallic purple nails right now. They look really weird. But cool in a weird way.

She applied the base coat (this shiny thing to make your nails shiny and hard or whatever) and then labouriously painted all 10 of my nails (informing me that i have very small nails, and i was like, netball they dont allow long nails, etc etc), and then it was time for dinner but she hadn't applied the top coat yet, and she decided to leave it after dinner, unfortunately for me i have a fixated obsession with peeling stuff, regardless of whether it is my skin, other people's skin, nails, paint etc, and within 20 minutes i had peeled off the nail polish on 2 fingers, because I saw holes in the paint, and I was like trying to overocme my desire to peel the paint off, but I succumbed to it in the end and peeled them off, and then after I bathed i ruined more paint, so i peeled them off too, and i had 4 fingers without pain, and so my sister removed all the paint with remover, and then did the damn job ALL OVER AGAIN, repeating the process of base varnish coat, first layer purple nail polish, second layer purple nail polish, and finally ending it with a top varnish coat. (........)

Woke up at 8.30 am and the first thing I did was to stare at my nails. How fun... Oh well, they ARE metallic purple.

Lingga says @#%$! at 10:38 AM

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

OMG, WAT TO DO??? MY TOENAIL, THE ONE THAT HAS NOT FALLEN OUT YET, IS FALLING OUT NOW!! I WOULDNT MIND IF IT HAD FALLEN OUT ALREADY, BUT NOW IT'S JUST DANGLING THERE!!! MORE THAN HALF IS SEPERATED FROM THE TOE ALREADY, BUT I DONT DARE TO PULL IT OUT OR ANYTHING!! I CANT JUST LEAVE IT LIDDAT!! WAT TO DO WAT TO DO????????? HELP!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 4:05 PM

AHHHHHHHH!! I feel so good!!!! I finally settled my user lookups page in Anime Skies... they are great! I added 3 more too... I am so happy... our site is really successful, I tell you, there are dozens of people telling us our site rocks on the taggy!!!!! *beams* This is a pretty good start for CNY, you know! =)

Lingga says @#%$! at 3:19 PM

Monday, January 19, 2004

Oh yah, forgot to post about that time me, Sasa and Kum Bon went to Causeway to buy Jia's prezzie. Thought she might want to find out about it or something =)

I cant really rmb much, technically. So there may not be a post any way. -_______-''

*comes back from reading Sasa and Kum Boon's blog* Ok, she didnt blog about it either. But i know why, we made a pact not to blog about that day in case Jia go and read, and I was telling myself I will blog on her birthday, but that time i no mood and in the end drag and drag until .........................

Fine. I shall try to remember.

The Sunday before Jia's b-day

Met the 2 of them. Sasa wearing this cute white sleeveless raincoaty thingy. Remembered that time she wore her green BEAUTY t-shirt and everyone laugh at her =)

Walked from store to store and looked at a lot of stuff. Mainly focusing on plushies. Saw Skajy's white colour relative at Mini Toons (Skajy is light brownish)(AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW *tickle chinny*) and I made up my mind to buy him if we didnt find anymore appropriate gifts. Then we saw this HUGE Doreamon (xiao ding dang!!!!) sitting at the corner of the store, and it was like 70 bucks, and it was like a monster, Jia could sit in its arms, and I was like saying that if we gave Jia that and she put it on her bed the Doreamon will eat her up... so then we went off to search fervently. Went to Kiddy Palace (was appalled Sasa didnt know what was kiddy palace) and then commented on all the mutated Poohs (REAL POOHS DONT HAVE NECKS!!! The ones they had were absolutely petrifying.) and we saw this cute cute pink bunny with the loooooong floppy ears at the very top of the shelf and I pulled it down and we all cuddled it and then I threw it back up (-_____-'') and Sasa pervertic go and pull down the pants of this weird african looking doll and it was a guy and it exposed his private part and then we all giggled *giggle* ...

Then I remember we went to this second hand bookshop and inside got Fatal Seduction and I was like WAH!! Who is buying that book for Jia (and it turned out she read it before liao, but lost the book *pengX*) and then innocent Sasa came in and asked what the book was about and why everyone in class was reading the second book, was it really that interesting, and Kum Boon and I were like, well, it is very dirty, but fun to read, etc etc...

After some serious shopping we went to Mos Burger (once again, could not decide where to eat, I could have kicked myself, we didnt use the Buger King coupons we brought because we didnt know there was a Burger King, and thought Causeway dont have, and that night I remembered that it was just outside the mall *bangs head against wall repeatedly*) and I decided that I would never eat at Mos Burger again, because their food is so damn EX and their burger is so damn SMALL. The only thing i like about them is that they give a lot of mayo. =)

After that we went back to Mini Toons to buy the dog we saw. At first we picked the dog we saw previously, the white one, but then changed our mind and picked the brownish one because it wouldnt get dirty that easily. Was a bit reluctant to leave the first dog because I had already developed avid feelings for it... but in the end we bought SKAJY!!!!!! (out comes the star... *drumroll*)

Went in line to pay its 49.90 bucks, but this kind auntie behind us lent us her discount card so we got it at 45, and then we fought to see who would bring it home, and I won in the end ^_______^ and it spent its days in front of my TV, accompanying me watching Independance Day and the occasional hug when I packed my bag =) Skajy rox!!!!!!!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:12 PM

Your a stuffed Teddy Bear! Teddy's are cool,
energetic people. You like to snuggle and
cuddle, and everyone thinks your cute and
sweet. You heart is that of a child, and you
believe in yourself. Teddy Bears are fun,
adventurous, and humorous peolple ^_^

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Lingga says @#%$! at 5:47 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2004

So sorry I havent posted for a long time... wasnt in the mood... all I wanted to do when I came home was to sleep... No mood to write... God, still dunno whether I should accept that stupid CAP thingy... Mrs Goh say she will ask me at a later time... I dunno... I'm not very keen but I like writing too. I just write for fun though... I dont know whether I want to have a real author attached to me, or whatever.

Been having a lot of violent inclinations these days. I dont know if people just dont like my face, or that I am a magnet for people who cannot get along well with me.

Friday

Out of the goodness of my heart (well, really because I met Angelyn and Jin Ning) I went to help out with the netball stall... On Sat (today) was our CCA open house and we had to get our stall ready. I wasnt planning to, I wanted to go home and sleep. But somehow I always end up being dragged to all this kind of things. -__-''

Our stall was at the most ulu-ulu spot... it was at the netball court, under the stupid sun, for goodness sake. We erected this stupid shelter thingy which definitely wasnt going to help at all, it wouldnt shadow us enough, but nobody dared to point it out because the seniors spent a long time with it.

I totally should have gone home to sleep, i felt very unwanted there. There was nothing to do but to get snapped at. Jieying (sec 4) told Jin Ning to shut up when Jin Ning asked what we could do... but then again Jieying is always liddat one lah, more vulgarish. What really irritated and angered me is the stupid Pei Jin lor, that freaking asshole of a bitch. She is this stupid sec 3 (one of the stupid sec 2s last year) who really doesnt like me lor. I mean, not that I like her, but at least I dont make it a point to bite her head off everytime I see her right. Everytime I comment on anything she will say something insulting to me lor. I tried not to let it bother me, but it's impossible to not CARE. Then the major moment of the year came. Jieying asked Jin Ning and I to go opposite to buy some twine, and we did, and on the way crossing the road opposite we met Pei Jin and someone else (not sure, but is a sec 2). She was holding the clear plastic wrapping paper, and she asked us what we were doing, and I replied we were going opposite to buy twine, and immediately she replied "Ni men bu hui da wo de handphone gen wo jiang ah, bai chi!" ("dunno how to call me on my handphone to tell me issit, idiot!") I felt like slapping her damn freak face, push her onto the road and let her get rammed down by some stupid car. There is a limit to one's tolerance, and she has been stretching my limit consistently ok. Do i look like I know she went opposite to buy something? Do i look like I know her handphone number? For god's sake, is JIEYING who asked us to go opposite to buy things one lor. Instead of scolding US, why not go and insult Jieying an idiot. Just because she is our senior doesnt mean she can comment like this to us. Calling people idiot just like that. And it's not as if she is very close to us, far from it lor. If it were Grace or Jia or Sasa I wouldnt even care, but this bitch is someone whom i dislike and she dare to call us idiots. If she had said it with a little smile or a joking voice, who would care, but NO. F**king bitch.

Today

CCA open house. I dunno whether to be happy or to be sad for those poor sec 1s. Happy or sad, we went around doing our job to pull in the sec 1s... However, i met another stupid bitch, from chinese dance, when we both approached the same sec 1 girl to promote our CCAs. Jin Ning was with me, and she commented to the girl that "wan yao" (go down on your back, like those horrifying chinese dancers) very pain one, and immediately that disgusting freak looked very not shuang and replied in this really spiteful voice that netball never win any competitions at all, unlike chinese dance.

Well.

Now, i am not passionately devoted to netball or anything, but to try to denouce a CCA using the fact that it hasnt won any trophies or anything, that, has gone TOO FAR. I could have smacked the freaking girl right in her face (she was a sec 2, and about 1 head and a half shorter than me), and she very devoted to chinese dance right? I will twist her body backwards and snap it into half.

Of course Jin Ning very mad and immediately asked why she insulted netball, and the girl said that because we insulted chinese dance. And then I said in this unnaturally calm voice, "wo men mei you insult chinese dance, wo men zhi shi shuo wan yao hen tong. Wo men mei you insult chinese dance, ni ye bu ying gai insult wo men netball." Then the girl looked like she was thinking and then said, "wo ye mei you insult netball, wo zhi shi zai shuo shi hua, the TRUTH."

Look, both statements are true statements. But which statement is not appropriate to be used? I am sure you can tell. How could she possibly denounce netball using the fact that we have not won any trophies? I really think she damn rude. I mean, what would you do in your shoes? If someone made use of the fact that your CCA has not won anything to get back at just an innocent statement, what would you do?

Then I said that we should just let the girl decide on her own, and then looking once more at that spiteful girl we left. I had really wanted to say more than that, I wanted to say, "look, if you want to join a CCA with a spiteful senior like THAT, it's your own choice, but please be very careful never to become like her, I am very sure your parents would not like it" etc etc.

In my opinion I have become very mellow. I think of thoughts like that, but I do not do it. It was a school. We were in front of the entire BAND, and hundreds of people milling about. I couldnt smack her in plain view.

Seriously, her face is very qian bian. I cannot stand the look on her face. She gives me an avid desire to slap her everytime I think back about this incident. I must ask Jia about this freaking person.

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:11 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. As a
real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
happier place (please rate my quiz)

**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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Er. (?????)

Lingga says @#%$! at 10:18 PM

Rafael. You're most like the ArchAngel of Healing.
You want people to shape up, and you nag. But
you mean well, and you're well loved despite
it. Or because of it. You bring the donuts
even as you tell people to eat more veggies.

Which ArchAngel are you most like?
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My God... look at that disgusting guy *shudder* Oh well... sounds reasonably like me. Whatever. Jia likes to look at cute naked people!!! WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA...

Lingga says @#%$! at 3:42 PM

Changed my new bloggie layout! This one so cheerful. Got some parts I am not very satisfied with (look to your right on the screen, the box cuts into the layout) but I am not able to do anything to change it (paragraphing 100 times didnt help either). I am too lazy to change my taggy so it shall remain that way. This is a tables lookup, I especially chose a tables lookup so it wouldnt clash with the stupid blogger ad at the top. The last 2 I tried, the first one looked simply horrible with the blogger ad, and the second one, when I entered the blogger codes, the words in the navigation bar on the right simply disappeared. Tried putting in the codes one by one to see what was the problem, but the problem, I think, simply exists with the blogger codes. Thus I get to abandon that.

Have not touched my homework yet. Hopefully a mysterious yet overwhelming force will urge me to sit down and finish homework.

UPDATE: Changed taggy already.

Lingga says @#%$! at 2:31 PM

Friday, January 09, 2004

YAY!!!! FINALLY THE WEEKEND!! You dunno how long I have been waiting for this!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA i get to sleep in late!!!! MY GOD!!! This is like a miracle!!! I dont have to go home at 2.40pm!!!!!!!! Today we got off at 12.30.. MY GOD, UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT??

Lingga says @#%$! at 5:20 PM

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

I think my com is quite alrite now.. meaning i don haf 2 give up my 20 hrs of mp3s! Am going to do a lot of short hand rite now coz i haf a lot to blog about... i didnt haf time yesterday...

Monday - second day of skool

Went to school feeling fine. Stomach began to feel a bit quesy during first second periods.

There is a new bitch from hell. Meet our PE teacher, Ms Jessica Ho, who was an ex Andersonian. She is a bitch and a world classed one. She is only 19 this yr, but she looks damn old. She intro-ed herself n then made us run 3 rounds around th carpark. Then we did pushups, army style, and she made all of us hold b4 we went down, meaning we pressed our palms into the EXTREMELY PAINFUL carpark ground for 20 secs. Next we did sit ups. Then she made us do a HUNDRED JUMPING JACKS. A HUNDRED. 100. Jumping jacks. My arms almost fell off and my hands were totally red from all the clapping above the head. Next we did another 2 rounds around the carpark. I am getting totally sick of the carps in the pond and all the plants. Then the pushups. Then the sit ups. Notice any pattern around here? Yes, unfortunately, we did anothr 100 jumping jacks. Hello?? We had to count loudly when we did them... does she think we're in the army? Then she said there wont be any games until AFTER NAPFA (which is in JULY. JULY!!!!!!!) because she wants all of us to pass. ER, HELLO ONCE AGAIN?? Half the girls got a gold for NAPFA ok?? If she wants to train she should train the guys! I think 3/4 of them failed the run. Pathetic.

After all the cursing while we climbed up to the 4th floor (i have no idea how i did it) my stomach felt rather weird and upset, but I ignored it coz not very serious. After recess it was very bad. I was in terrible pain, the stomach seemed to be churning up and down, something like that... it's indescribable. I felt like vomitting but couldnt vomit out... etc.. Jia accompanied me to the GO to get painkiller, but our GO damn useless, anything oso don haf, so we went to the canteen to get some warm drinks, but the vending machine was all sold out so we got warm water from the drink store auntie and when i drank it i felt like vomitting, but cannot vomit out. Then we climbed to the fourth floor n then i lay for practically the whole time with my head on the table, my stomach felt really really really bad, and in the end we went down to the sick bay, n then i went in n lay for like 30 mins, during which i couldnt turn to any side casually coz my stomach seemed to hurt when i disrupted the position it was used to, then i went back 2 class coz i tot my stomach felt better for chinese, but it started up again n i couldnt really concentrate on the lesson, i was feeling really sick, then jia ran across the road to get me some chinese medicine (sth like the bao zai yan) n i ate it but there didnt seem to be any effect n Sasa being veri concerned for me helped to fan me and Jenna n Jia oso n then Sa n Jia stuffed their bags to make it into some kind of pillow for me so i could hug it to my stomach n then Sasa disappeared 4 a while, i didnt really realise coz my stomach was horrible, then she came back with some weirdo square hard cushion (like a mattress but much smaller n harder) wrapped in black plastic bag and she said she got it from dunno which auntie or sth, i wasnt really hearing, n even though it was no use at all i still must thank her veri much coz she went running all over the skool to do this for me, n i was really touched, n oso felt veri touched coz Jia did everything she could 2 make me feel better, n thank u so much 2 my mom n my sis (Jia n Sasa lah, duh). ~~I also want to thank my manager, Mr Thomas Kwok, for giving me so many opportunities, and also Mediacorp for giving me so many roles, and all my fans and supporters~~

Vomitted in a plastic bag during art class. Disgusting. Mrs Kamal nor Nicky who sat next to me across the aisle even noticed it. Very surprised coz i made all the vomiting noises. Sasa who sat rite in front noticed it coz she turned around. It's horrible to vomit!! Ur stomach muscles seem to clench up veri tightly, it hurts. I felt a little better after i vomitted. I did a piece of shit for Art. After skool i was tremendously relieved coz the day was veri veri long to me (2.40pm ended). I vomitted the second time in the girls toilet, in the toilet bowl, two times. First time it was some white foamy stuff, immensely disgusting. Second time the foam was more liquidy n yellowish black. It looked very dirty, i was sure it was the "poison" in my body... (-____-'' Pai wu xia pian ah...)

Then Jia accompanied me to take a taxi home. I went home n fell on the sofa (i couldnt lie down because of the pain) n kinda drifted in and out of sleep... I felt much better the next day.

I need to complain about our new timetables lor.. we have this crap thing called Science Research. To heck with it, who cares if only a few schools in Singapore are doing it?? N it is damn freak lor... completely pointless, i m DEFINITELY not doing anything related to science in the future... plus the whole 2.40pm thing. Thanks to that, netball is pushed to 3.30pm to 6.30pm, n coz they oways drag, it ended at 7, i got home at 7.30, n was so damn tired i didnt even go online...

And how can they do this to us?? 1/7 is no more!! 1/7 of 2004 is N(A) batch!!! So technically we dont have any Special/Express stream juniors!! GRRRRRRR. And the stupid sissified male genders in 1/7 r damn rude. I am their SENIOR, n one tt can crush them easily with my fist, so they BETTER THINK CAREFULLY WHEN THEY SPEAK TO ME... tt class was MY CLASS, i haf the right to go in and advertise netball on the board, like every single other CCA ppl...

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:05 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2004

It still hasnt hanged!! I have been online for 2 hrs!! Why doesnt this happen at night? At night I get to talk to Grace and Lok! Nao hiah..

So everyone was like staring at the sec 1s when they walked past us at flag raising... I saw this tiny thing wearing socks halfway up his leg... and they all look so innocent... bad, bad bad... we must educate them... they so inno go out will get bullied! My god, the feeling of being a SENIOR is so shiok man...

Excerpt from Jia's blog:

So, went up 4th level..the 2/7 classrm key couldn't open 2/7 classrm door *______*"..den i oso dunno y..but earlier HanHui climbed tru e window to open e lights in e claassrm...man! onli he can climb thru..kEkEx..window summore...*shakes head*

Den after ALOT of fuss, finally realise suppose 2 use e classrm next door *pengxXx*..nvm..yep..den walked wit hikin ard e sch..trying to get glimpses of e Sec1's..but never see alot..onli a few...O!O! dere's was tis really cute sec1 kid!! he short short small small..den he's spec are round one leh!! as in really circular lor!! I've never seen circle specs b4!! so damn cute!!
(^-^)

JIA BROUGHT ME THE ENTIRE SET OF CARD CAPTOR SAKURA MANGA!!!!!! I LOVE HER!! Syaoran rox!! He so cute! Sakura so kawaii neh!! ^^ I finished them yesterday... the finale was really romantic! Rox! Gosh, now I know why people wanna hide form reality... I mean, look at Syaoran... *_________* So young yet so real...

Anderson getting more relac by each year lor.. this year they allow us wear our t shirts OVER our pinafore on casual friday... and they allow anke socks with our sports shoes... cool rite??

And GOD I GOT SABO-ED!!!!!!!!!!!!! Amy how can you do this to me?? WHY?? WHY?? I dowan be vice head!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR... at least i just vice head lah hor, Jia DA woman of the year... mebbe vice head quite relaxing coz when Faris was the vice head he bully nicky and make him do all the work.... but i cant do tt to my poor Jiajia!!! Ah dui...

Lingga says @#%$! at 3:51 PM

Nah beh... stupid computer... i wanna blog about my cute and adorable sec 1s!!! But i dont dare blog here because I fraid it will hang... i also wanna blog about my sabo!!! How can they?? How can Amy?? Now I am the VICE CLASS HEAD!!!!!!! HELLO??? And poor Jia... 23 votes... class head =D Better her than me anyway... Nicky bad!! Si oso dowan be class head again... Hmph... Me also wanna blog about the Card Captor Sakura manga series i borrow from jia!! She brot me the entire set on Fri! I finished them yesterday... SYAORAN IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is only supposed to be 10/11... but he still looks so manly... ^_______^ I will blog in detail AFTER my cmputer is fixed.

Lingga says @#%$! at 1:45 PM