t s u b a s a reservoir chronicle

Monday, February 28, 2005

AND neopets froze my account. AGAIN. And I SWEAR this time I have not done anything. I merely voted for Popo's pet in the Beauty Contest. At the same time, he posted the url link for voting in this neopets chat room in irc, and everyone voted. So like 17 people mass-frozen because some screwed up freak at neopets thought we were the same person and was like multi-voting. CRAP LOR! So ironic. Milton was telling me how he couldn't get any ideas for this zuo wen he has to do, about him helping a friend and later getting into trouble for the friend, and then this happens to me. STUPID neopets idiots. Like, we each have our own accounts and everyone is rich lor. Nobody has 15 accounts filled with 10 million each lor. Or whatever. God. They'd better return me my account quick.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:14 PM

EXHAUSTED. I trimmed my 2.7k word commonwealth essay to a 1.6k word one. 100 more words to go!! I'm trying to get Ms Heng to trim it for me. I KEEP hesitating over every cut I made. Every cut I made was like snipping my heart!!! I mean, there is a reason why I write all that right. How to cut??? Stupid commonwealth judges. 1.5k words will not be enough for me to express my creativity!!!!!!!!

God. All my homework. I am going to die.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:07 PM

Friday, February 25, 2005

Your Brain is 80.00% Female,
20.00% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Lingga says @#%$! at 5:18 PM

OH MY GOSH!

TODAY IS FRIDAY!!! This means tomorrow is Saturday! And that means the next day is Sunday! Do you know what this means??

IT MEANS IT'S THE WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!

YESYESYESYESYES-

All tests over. Except for Bio and chinese cheng yu ce yan. But I finished Bio already (as I said, I thought it was last Monday..) =) So I just need to like look through again to refresh my memory. Rigght.

A maths was relatively easy. REALLY. That coming from me is like a miracle. I could do all (fine, almost all). AND I WON'T FAIL! I KNOW I WON'T! I WON'T! (God, there is no reason for you to punish me by making me fail just because I have confidence in myself ok) People from 3/1 and 3/6 say it was hard. Even Yiling (who is one of the maths freaks by the way). I TOLD A MATHS FREAK THE PAPER WAS EASY! Oh man. I think I'll have to wait another 200 years before that happens.

E maths too! I WAS SO WORRIED FOR E MATHS. Well, worried for both. But I panicked more for A maths. And was rather relaxed about E maths. So relaxed I panicked. Really. I couldn't seem to solve all the stupid algebraic manipulation shit in the textbook. And you know textbook questions are EASY. But whatever. THE PAPER WAS DO-ABLE! Setter = Lim Kiang Wee =)) Oh, so happy for myself. xD

Oh blah. Can sleep in tomorrow. Don't feel like blogging now. Sheesh.

Lingga says @#%$! at 5:01 PM

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

A maths.

Indices. Surds. Exponential equations. Non-linear equations.

Someone please remind me why we're learning them in the first place.

God. I completely screwed up my english compo. Completely, totally, perfectly screwed. I'm not exaggerating this time. THAT WAS THE SUCKIEST PIECE OF WRITING I HAVE EVER DONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!! I was writing like I was back in primary school, before Mrs Chu's time. I used the phrase "took to my heels". Oh my frigging God. THERE WAS NOT ENOUGH TIME. My ending was abrupt. It can't even be considered an ending. THERE IS NO ENDING IN A PIECE OF CRAP. My vocab was like all the way down there. My language was horrible. I wasn't using beautiful phrases like I ought to. I RUINED MY ENGLISH GRADE IN 50 MINUTES.

Oh God. God God God.

Tomorrow's A maths and social studies. Crappish. -____-'' I've decided to skip netball tomorrow. E MATHS ON FRIDAY!!! It's a sure-fail if I only get back at 7pm on Thursday. I am going to CRAM CRAM CRAM.

Techincally, I have completed revision for my A maths and social studies. Hence the reason why I'm here. I have done practice questions for all aspects of A maths tested tomorrow.

Problem?

I am not feeling satisfied!! I am not feeling "yes I can do it bring it on"!! I am being intimidated by the indices!! All the imaginary Xs and Ys hopping around in my head!!

God. I know it. I just know it. There will be stupid questions worth 10 marks which I can't decipher and hence cannot answer tomorrow. It's always like this. ACKKKK!!!!!

I shall go back to doing more stupid practice questions.

Today was physics test! Everyone is sure they will fail. Except 3/4. Because 3/4 doesn't take physics =) It was supposedly very difficult. Oh dearr. =)) I am finding it hard not to gloat you see.

YES! YES!! MY MP3 PLAYER IS REPAIRED!!!!!! I CAN LISTEN TO MP3S!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!!! AFTER CLOSE TO 6 MONTHS OF MP3-LESS-NESS! There was a bug in my player and the guy de-bugged it for me. =) OH GREAT! I can stuff more songs into it.. since there are like only 200+ songs (or is it 300?) in there.. it can contain up to 800+ you see.. oh I am excited =DD

Can't wait for stinking exams to be over.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:46 PM

Monday, February 21, 2005

GOD. Talk about unrealistic.

After doing my target setting, I remembered I'm expected to get an A1 for both maths. You know. The school expects it. Well, utter bullshit. I'm happy to just PASS. A1, yeah right. They're drunk. Or screwed.

No wait. I'M the one who's screwed.

Ru Ru wants me to save and liberate her from the horrors of A1 for E maths. When I'm busy trying to liberate my own ass. It's a dog-eat-dog world out there, that's all I can say.

And the reason why I'm here? Well. ~~I HATE GEOGRAPHY.~~ I mean, volcanoes. Bet you'd never have known they had the ability to induce sleepiness in people, eh? God. "viscous lava solidifies in central pipe, blocking passageway. blockage prevents rising magma and trapped gases from escaping. tremedous pressure built up underneath, and explosive eruption when pressure cannot take it. pyroclasts fall around the vent, lava escapes and flows over pyroclasts." argh.

God. I can't remember any single thing. Seriously. This is one of those times when your mind is simply BLANK and really BLANK, and you can see all the little pieces of information FLOATING all around in your brain, but you're not sure what they are and how they're related to each other, and you think and think and you get this really big HEADACHE, and then you switch on your com and stone.

Heaven help me.

English free writing. Mdm Heah took one look at the questions and flipped. Kinda. According to the band 2 people. They're supposedly way too difficult. -______-'' Ms Heng (the SETTER) even said there was one ultra easy one for the band 3 students, and she encouraged us not to try that question. Oh great. I'm sooo attempting that question.

Plus, 3/5 got back their commonwealth essays. Grades seem to range from A1s (which are selected for the competition) to C6s. I think. Well, I want an A1. (I won't settle for anything less!! I've always gotten A1 for english. I CANNOT BREAK THIS RECORD!!!!! I cannot!!! English is like the ONLY thing I am, like, good at. If I can't even get an A1 for english, well, I might as well jump off the building) But I don't want to (and won't have a chance to anyway) enter the damn thing. My essay is 1000+ words over limit. -_____-''

Ah crap. First thing in the morning some more (eng). I don't think my brain cells are active yet. Seriously. God. Talk about going to hell.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:29 PM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

you are lavender *
#E6E6FA

Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.

Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:25 PM

Tomorrow Chem test! I am thanking my lucky stars *muah* chapter 5 is not tested. 1, 3 and 4 are like chicken feed compared to 5. (ANALYSING THE DIFFICULTY OF CHEM TEXTBOOK CHAPTERS ON MY BLOG.. OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I BECOME)

Netball is starting on Thursday! =D Cute little Sec 1s AGAIN. Haha. Miss netball =) But if only it started on next Tue, after all the exams. I got stinking E Maths test on Friday. I can hear the indices chanting "going down, no come up! going down, no come up!" and doing the freaky you-are-cursed-by-the-indices dance and waving pom-poms happily in the air-

Hopefully logarithms are not tested (if they are, I am going to DIE).

Geog - almost complete
Chem - complete
Bio - complete (thanks to me thinking Bio was on the day we handed up our commonwealth essay)
SS - little teeny weeny bit
A Maths - little bit =)
E Maths - nada
English - nada
HMT - nada
Lit - nada (not that any revision is needed)

GOD, I'M DOING IT AGAIN!! I'M TALKING ABOUT EXAMS AND STUDYING!!! I'm becoming this BIG NERD! (Not that big nerds have time to come online to blog and play Castle Battles. Hehe)

I bought my first ever pair of slippers yesterday. *faints* Oh, I'm in love. Also a bright orange t-shirt. I like bright orange t-shirts!! =) Since I've never owned any bright orange t-shirts before. It's even brighter than the 2/7 class tee.

Have to wake up early tomorrow. Again. God. I woke up at, like, 1pm today. Hello? At 6am?? Not a chance I tell you. Especially since I'm going to watch The Apprentice today. Donald Trump is sooo amusing. His hair is like the 8th world wonder. "The ice cream industry is worth billions of dollars. And I want a piece of it." Soooo cute.

Welcome chia chia back to the world of the internet! Your internet social life is rotting, by the way. Just thought I would remind you. =)

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:10 PM

Friday, February 18, 2005

Hah! Stupid blogger tried to eat my entry just now. But I copied and pasted it somewhere else first. Take that, you moronic word eater!

God, I'm completely obsessed with Guang Liang's Tong Hua. The song is so nice! How about if I do a translation of its lyrics (which are beautiful by the way) into english and try to pass if off as my own? Hmmm. Maybe Huiyi would want to buy his album =) Hehehee.

Lin Shengjie's Shou Fang Kai rocks too. And I think I've totally lost interest in english songs. I heard a few notes of Shania Twain, and I was like bleargh. I've no mood to listen to anything except chinese. Wheee.

Oh well.. Can't wait for stupid common tests to be over. I wanna organise a 2/7 class gathering at Sentosa again! Or maybe with 6A =)

Fell asleep today. Was supposed to be doing Geog!!!! T_T Woke up to this torrential downpour. Nobody was at home except me, and I was dead to the world. The rain soaked everything. My God. Like half the roof fell off.

Oh wait. Guang Liang's voice sounds a lot like Leo Ku's. The same high feminine pitch. At least he can carry it off. Oh well, always thought he had a nice voice after listening to his duet with Liang Jing Ru. On Zhi Neng Bao Zhe Ni. Right. (why am I discussing such uninteresting matters on my blog.. I am supposed to be like witty and entertaining and funny.. what is wrong with me..)

Speaking of entertaining, Steven Lim is a really unusual example of an entertainer. I suppose he belongs to the media whore type. His website is very entertaining indeed. I derived joy from looking through it just like I derived joy from laughing at the chio bus' friendster profiles. You know, the ones who have mastered the art of the chio bu language.

I mean, the website clearly introduced what type of person he was. Even if you've just arrived at the main page. He's Singapore and USA's most handsome man. Of course.

There's even a picture of him naked. Only of course, he had his leg up so you can't see his crotch. But it was horribly gross all the same. He's got a list of all his achievements... from secondary school story-telling competitions to stripping acts on Top Fun, and little scences in sitcoms/shows he's managed to land. I wouldn't exactly want others to visit his site, because that's exactly what he wants.. but if you don't you'll miss out on all the hilarious stuff!! Especially the funny letters he gets from his fans. Awww.

But really, if you have bad/deteriorating eyesight, do NOT visit. His command of HTML is terrible. Really terrible. Like, if you want to conquer the world, you must at least know a respectable amount of HTML right! Oh, and his only image editing program is like, Paint. Goodness. He made some crack animation out of Paint. MUST VIEW!!! Hilarious. Completely.

Must finish studying Geog today -_____-'' Actually fell asleep for an hour.. Oh God.

I'm downloading the WHOLE of Guang Liang's album. Hehe. Must get my mp3 player traded for a new one at Creative soon (stupid thing spoiled without no reason at all. It just blanked out. Like Grace's Zen Touch. Still got warranty ^^). Or get my sis to burn a CD for me to listen to when I study. Yay.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:55 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:58 PM

trying to convince jia ru to lend me grandeur de d major (d diao de hua li).

she's not replying.

=*(

and listening to jay's live wo de di pan-

my god!!! jay is SO CUTE!!!!! he forgot his lyrics until damn jiat lat.. started making up stuff as he went along.. so impromptu!! so adorable!! oh my god i'm so falling in love with jay.. AGAIN. he said stuff like "wo bei le yi ge li bai hai shi bei bu chu lai"-

diao. jia ru said it was planned beforehand.

damn! she should have kept it to herself mah.. then i would have continued my jay chou fit.

but she agreed to lend me the book!!! there are soooo many JAY PICTURES in it.. *swoons* jay keeps forgetting his lyrics! i don't think i ever mentioned, but in dong feng po, he started going "shang mian de peng you.. xie xie ni men qian lai kan yan chang hui..." in the song's tune.. cuz he just forgot! damn cute!!

ok anyway. what did i want to blog about when i came back.. ermm.. no homework due tomorrow! =D ms heng is so cute.. she was so spastic when she was a kid (yes, spastic defines her SO WELL). she is so not mrs chu. i was wrong! oh great. well i will elaborate when i have the time. about how spastic she is, i mean. teehee.

to the teachers at anderson:

mrs vijay doesn't make sense. she claims that if you can stick two fingers in the space between your pinafore and belt, it's loose. well, let me tell you that if you can't stick two fingers in the space between your pinafore and belt, you're dead. i would so rather get caught for a supposedly loose belt than die. of suffocation.

and gawd, teachers, stop turning your attention to all the people who dress like punks. or rebels. they're not killing people. they're not terrorising yishun mrt station. they're not getting into fights. they're not vandalising anything. they're not doing anything except veering a little bit away from the school rules about attire. so give them a break already.

i do admit you get your doubts when you see someone like ru ru. vibrant and full of energy. ^_____^ because that's so appropriate for an art-y type of person. now, people like caijie, they fit the "high pants high socks no dangling fringe" type.

but look at the girls' schools! like rgs, nygh and chij st nicks. my god, you'll be so surprised when you get there, because their belts and/or socks have acheieved this new level of professionalism (read- lowness) completely foreign to us andersonians.

you claim we need to wear our belts and socks properly because we're part of the andersonian brand. well, nygh has their own brand of ankle socks. and guess what, all of their girls are wearing them. and nobody is going up to the girls and pelting them with oranges and screaming "SLUT! SLUT! YOU WEAR ANKLE SOCKS! YOU ARE A SLUT!"

why are OURS halfway up our lower leg? does looking like a nerd (face it. having socks "8 - 10cm higher than the highest point of your shoe" will not contribute anything to self-image. we just look like nerds) mean people will think anderson is a proper and disciplined school? no. the results we achieve will. i mean, give me a girl who wears ankle socks and scores 10 A1s anyday rather than a girl who wears socks up to her knees and fails all her subjects. which brings me back to my point- so what if your students wear ankle socks? if we keep producing exceptional results, or at least up-to-standard ones, nobody is going to give a damn.

ok, to put myself in your shoes for once- yes, i agree, sometimes our socks and belts can make us look rather sloppy (but only if the belts are like below your butt and the socks so low it's barely showing up). and while it's true that you must "never judge a book by its cover", the truth is everyone's doing that all the time anyway. so we should compromise. lower our socks and belts to a reasonable height (socks: at least 4cm up from the lowest point of our shoes; belts: lowest that can be gone being the hips), and we will give you the image of a disciplined student body that you so desire.

i'm pretty sure i know the reason why there are so many extreme cases of low belts and socks around. they can't meet the expectations (and don't want to anyway), and they realise that if they set the belts and socks just a little bit lower than expected, they're gonna get caught, and if they set the belts and socks very much lower than expected, they'll still get caught. same punishment. so why not pull it all the way down or something?

if the expectations are reasonable, it's probable that they will be adhered to. since nobody is actually going "my god, i want to get booked again. it's sooo exciting" mentally. they'll be all "aiyah, since it's just a little bit higher than i wanted, i'll go ahead with it. better than getting booked and losing my testimonial! but it's ok because i still look good anyway ;)" (well, this is really just my mentality. just sharing.)

it would be cool if i could send it in to the school =) but i don't think so. no way would i want to waste time fending off any unwanted questions about my psychological well-being or whatever. or having mr ang stare at me in a hateful way everytime he sees me. hehe.

ok i'm going to blog again tomorrow. i must study!! i have decided that on friday till sunday, i shall need to do geog, social studies, chem and maths. i will not neglect my studies!!!!!!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:18 PM

Monday, February 14, 2005

I started my essay yesterday at 12.30pm. I finished it at 12 midnight.

It was horrible. I never want to go through any other similiar experience again.

When I started, I was relaxed, happily typing, thinking I might even get a pretty high mark for this. Rigggght. As I progressed, my mentality became "what is this shit I am writing". I started developing mental blocks every 3 words. I couldn't express myself the way I wanted!! My God, Mrs Chu would kill me for that in the past.

But whatever. It was just horrible. My deadlines changed from 6.30 to 8pm, from 8pm to 10pm, from 10pm to 11pm. I finished at 12 midnight! And I was one thousand words over the word limit. My essay sucks. Sucks sucks sucks. God. You don't have any idea how traumatised I am. I'm just glad it's OVER.

Happy Valentine's Day! I got a lot of candy =) Thanks to Nat (or was it Anna) for the cookies, Xueling (you rock!! haha =D loved your note and heart) for the candy bag, Wei Mun for the note and sweets), Xin Yi for the postcard and sweet - I am glad you didn't give me the transsexual one that you gave Jia ^^ and everyone else who gave me candy. And Shikin who gave me 2 kisses!! TWO!! (fine, she gave everyone 2. And they were Hershey Kisses. But whatever.)

Test week next week. My schedule is PACKED. Gawdd.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:23 PM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM BLOGGING INSTEAD OF STUDYING MY BIO AND I WON'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO STUDY BIO TOMORROW BECAUSE I WILL BE SLAVING OVER MY ESSAY MY GOD WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHY CAN'T I BE MORE DETERMINED I'VE GOT A LOT OF HOMEWORK I HAVEN'T DONE AND AM PURPOSELY NOT DOING BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT DUE ON MONDAY AND I AM TRYING TO PROCRASTINATE GOD GOD GOD STUDY BIO STUDY BIO GOD I SHOULD JUST GO AND DIE-

Ok this is what I'll do. After my relatives have left, I shall study Bio. And ask my sister how to do that logarithm worksheet. Then, I will finish my chinese jian bao and the movie review thingy. ~~After that, I shall switch on the com at night to start my essay.~~ (as if) And then after that I may watch The Twins Effect 2 at 11.15pm on cable (one of the free preview channels).

The Incredibles rawks! Jack Jack is ULTRA cute man. Turn into that freaky thing at the end. Hurhur. o.O

Fcuk lah. I shall go and read my notes right now. RIGHT NOW! OFF THE DAMN COM!

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:27 PM

Friday, February 11, 2005

lonely seh =(

screwed blogger. i had such an interesting variety of test results displayed just now, and i was going to post it. well, blogger ate it up as usual, and i don't have the results anymore, so i'm going to just run through the results.

i'm a 23% slut.

i'm going to die at the age of 85 in march 2070. i have more health and vitality than women my age. i'm probably going to die of cancer or an accident. you can find out if you'll meet me on my way to heaven here.

mosquitoes are breeding in my room T_T i actually heard buzzing in my ear as i sat typing that line. so i jumped up, reached for baygon and started spraying (as usual).. then i ran out of room and ate chocolates. yummy. but now i'm back.

and a maths really really really sucks (as if you guys really needed that bold font to emphasize the fact). the simultaneous equations worksheet we're supposed to finish today right, well, i attempted questions 1 - 3 and didn't manage to get a sensible answer for ANY. talk about losing self-confidence. mine is simply cruelly ripped and torn from me. plus the question 5 onwards involve CURVES. i am already all the way DOWN THERE with linear graphs. what's to say i won't actually fall out of earth itself if i try quadratic graphs?

i've finished studying for bio! my ass. i've finished copying and reading the notes. next is memorization. yeah, another my ass. everyone knows everyone just reads through and prays that they can remember it on the day of the test. =)

tomorrow all the aunties are supposed to GATHER at my house. while i'm supposed to be churning out my commonwealth essay. UNFAIR! BAND 2 AND 3 PEOPLE NO NEED TO DO!!!! T__________________T wahhh...........................................

oh crap. some periods of life just feel so.. MESSED UP.

i'm going through that period last year when i had to do john nash!! GAWD!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:29 PM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

i finished my portfolio writing and social studies essay question. like, yippee. now there's:

commonwealth essay
crazy functional writing
chem theory workbook

and i just realised next monday, valentine's day, is the start of week 7. well, remember i told you guys my common tests would commence on week 7?

i have no idea which tests are on which days =_= i do have BIO TEST!!! scribbled under 21 feb, but i'm not sure if it's correct.

AUDREY JUST TOLD ME BIO TEST IS NEXT MONDAY!! and i left my bio textbook at school. T____T chem is possibly on monday too. this is nuts. they didn't confirm the test and want us to study for it!!!

but I'm stuck at home until 4pm. so i might as well make us of the time to study my chem or whatever. since i have my chem textbook here with me. gosh. i am dying to set it on fire. i am dying to set MYSELF on fire. not because i'm a masochist like nicky. but because if i set myself on fire, i will die. or possibly be admitted into hospital for a 1 mth stay. and no need to write essay!! and no need to take tests for another 1 mth!! yes!! yes!! brilliant plan! i shall go look for the matches now!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 12:54 PM

1. what kind of first impression do you think people get when they first see
you?
- "man, she's a freak" either that or "man, she's tall." same old, same old. sonia did say she thought i was a bitch when she first met me. i suppose i talk too much. oh well =) better a bitch than an ugly bitch, i say! haha.

2. what's one thing yu like to do alone?
- admire my reflection in the mirror. ok, that's a bit farr. usually i just stare at my own feet.

3. are you a giver or a taker?
- i try to balance both actually. give too much and people think they can step on your head, take too much and people think you're stepping on theirs.

4. what have you stolen before?
- yah! remember those green paper cards i told you guys about in my blog??

5. how many drinks before you're tipsy?
- i've never tried being tipsy. hmmm.

6. do you ever have to beg for sex?
- never! not that i've ever tried it. but to beg for sex? that's so. erm. i'll just pay =D lol.

7. what kind of books do you like to read?
- usually light and humourous books. preferably with romance. like meg cabot. or mysteries or thrillers. like s.d. perry or j. d. robb.

8. do you think you're cute?
- what the hell?! do i think i'm cute? excuse me? i KNOW i'm cute.

9. do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends?
- no. provided i have an oversized yellow PE shirt covering me and my friends back facing me. heh heh.

10. favorite communication method?
- msn, sms.

11. do you care?
- yes. i care way too much. which is why i'm the one sweeping the damn classroom after school on fridays for 2 whole years. this year excluded.

12. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
- chocolate. well, unless i'm asleep.

13. if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
er. no idea.. this is fascinating now that i'm thinking of it. i guess i would try to shrink the size of my lips, seriously because i think they're too fat.

14. do you know anyone famous?
- famous? well, i do know the more famous people in blogskins.com =D

15. describe your bed?
- it's a mattress. it's hard. i love it.

16. spontaneous or planned?
- planned. i have found out that planned is ALWAYS safer and less humiliating after going through 7 weeks of ms heng's english lessons..

17. do you know how to play poker ?
- no. card games are something i still haven't got.

18. what do you carry with you at all times?
- water bottle. seriously, i cannot survive without my water bottle. and my handphone (never mind that it's still a stinking 3100) and PINK op wallet. hehe.

19. what do you miss most about being
little?
- you make mistakes and people write it off as you being young. also, when you were little, homework was chicken feed.

20. are you happy with your given name?-
- i. am. not. would i have resorted to naming myself AFTER an island off indonesia if i were?!

21. how much would it take to give up the internet for 1 year?
- my life.

22. what color is your bedroom?
- white.

23. have you ever been in a play?
- yeah. one of them, when i was in K2, i was supposed to play little red riding hood. then my parents planned a trip to australia. i had to give up the role. sigh. i remember my first ever crush (yes, when i was 6 years old) playing the big bad wolf.

24. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
- just read my blog and you'll know how much i ADORE myself. haha. =)

25. do homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
- yes. they annoy me because they ruin my mood by making me feel sorry for them.

26. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
- i honestly do.

27. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
- aside from the fact that i have no significant other.. well, i suppose my friends would rank first.

28. what's one thing you wish you could do
but can't?
- get an A for maths.

29. what is your ideal marriage location?
- paris.

30. what instrument did you wish you played?
- THE DRUMS. the piano. the guitar. they simply rock. seriously. i would give anything to be able to play them. but i am just NOT musically inclined!! till now i still have to go Every Good Boy Does Fine to read my notes. i really envy those who can play those instruments. it would be wonderful if my significant other could play any of the above =D

31. something you love and hate?
- food. it makes me grow fat.

32. what's one language you want to learn?
- JAPANESE! i was THIS CLOSE to taking it. then i remembered all the exams. so i didn't. hehe.

33. what do you order at a bar?
- no idea.

34. have you ever pierced your body parts?
- ears. JUST THE EARS, THANK GOD.

35. do you have any tattoos?
- no.

36. would you admit to getting plastic surgery if confronted?
- i wouldn't even have money for plastic surgery for the first place...................

37. whats one trait you hate in a person?
- people who backstab.

38. do you consider yourself materialistic?
- TOTALLY! =D

39. what do you cook best?
- i can't really cook.

40. do you cry in front of your friends?
- yes.

Lingga says @#%$! at 1:29 AM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

GOD, I AM STRESSED.

I haven't done any of my homework. I have my chem theory wb, portfolio writing, commonwealth essay, functional writing (the crazy one about the 5 day work week. I am CLUELESS regarding HOW TO START)... and probably some other shit that's escaped my notice. OH GOD. 3 PIECES OF WRITING!!!!!!!! What to DO!!!!!! I can't finish that functional letter thingy AND my commonwealth essay in just TWO DAYS!! I can't!! IT IS NOT HUMANELY POSSIBLE!!! Oh GOD GOD GOD WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?? I CANNOT EVEN ENVISION MYSELF FINISHING THAT ESSAY!!! ARGHHHHHHH-

I am TOO STRESSED to blog about my CNY. Another day perhaps. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:20 PM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Well, I haven't whined about that wound on my left knee. It's a blue black (even though there's nothing very blue or black about it) with abrasions on the side. The whole thing was an interesting blend of rainbow colours today. Now the abrasion has darkened and the whole thing hurts like hell. And all because of who?? ALL BECAUSE OF WHO??

God, the HUMILIATION. Falling down in front of everyone in the corridors, especially in front of all the sec 4 classrooms. To top if all off, my belt came loose. I thought people thought I was insane. Well, Nicky did say I fell very gracefully. So that's good =D But, of course, it freaking HURTS whenever it touches water. I have to bathe with one leg on the edge of the sink.

ANDERSON ENDED ON TIME TODAY! For the first time in my 3 years as an Andersonian, they ended on schedule for the CNY-cum-HRH (not his royal highness) celebrations. Unfortunately, thanks to them ending so early and the rest of the schools ending so late (except for NUS High, which apparently ended at 9.20am), I had to wait 10 mins for Grace and Grace and I had to wait 30 mins for Bin, Mei Xuan, Bert and ~~Lok~~ JAMES.

The Audiophile people were MEAN. Just because I stayed in there smsing instead of buying a CD or whatever. I was molested by their penetrating stares! Then I got pai seh and walked out. I am so so so tired of Mini Toons. All the stuffed toys there have already been fondled by me before. So we were glad when they finally arrived. JAMES is finally taller than me. It has finally come true.

God, I am training myself to be numb to all these horrifying facts.

He was so sad. Throughout the whole trip he maintained a safe distance from us, seriously, as if we were going to gang-rape him. JAMES was a big busy man who answered calls on his handphone urgently =) But I suppose he was feeling mortified at being seen with 5 girls lah, 2 of whom were talking incoherently and laughing at inappropriate times.

We ate at Long John's and met Sankari. ~~Lippy~~ ~~Liangjie~~ LEON came in while we were queuing up. I just looked at him and STONED. No idea why. The impact was there. So hence commenced another round of insane giggling. sigh. Why do we ALWAYS do that??!

Weeee! I ate my chicken with only a fork =( Xuanxuan said Ben GREW MOUSTACHE. AHAHAHAHAA. We were going to trick him into coming.. then the JAMES and the LEON all siam already.. so the rest of us had no choice but to go home.. so sad! I went home and slept for 4 hours. Nothing is better than sleep!!!

Got steamboat later. Muah. =)

Lingga says @#%$! at 5:23 PM

Monday, February 07, 2005

Sigh. I think my com kana tracking virus again. Symptons include random pop ups and words on an explorer window being turned into links to this stupid search engine.. miraclesearch or whatever shit it is.. gosh I can't stand it anymore. At least it wasn't like the trojan last time that stopped my internet explorer from functioning normally. I suppose this is just some minor bug. Hopefully with my AVG Anti-Virus 7.0 I can get rid of it when it's done scanning. It's scanning the whole hard drive right now and taking a damn long time. But it's also ultra-irritating to see links all over the place. ARGH.

No lessons tomorrow! *dies of glee* Go back to Chongfu!! Main point is to meet up with the rest of 6A, of course. Hmm. I wonder if we should watch a movie. Constantine sounds rather interesting.

Commonwealth essay need only be handed up NEXT MONDAY!! *dies of glee again* But I got a lot of writing to do.. There's that functional writing crap about those stupid families in your neighbourhood and the 5 day work week.. my God the question is utter crap. CRAP CRAP CRAP. Why do we even BOTHER answering those questions? They are POINTLESS. They do not serve ANY HELP AT ALL in our future careers.

LOGARITHMS SUCK EVEN MOR now that Mr Wong has introduced us to the laws. It's so funny (I suppose it's blatantly obvious that I don't mean funny funny). The more he explains, the more confused I get. Especially the way he speaks. Sometimes he mumbles, sometimes he loudens his voice, I don't even know which are the important points. Goodness. I should just get myself a damn tuition teacher.

TCHS GUYS ARE FREAKS. COMPLETE AND UTTER FREAKS. THE ONE JIA AND I MET IN THE MOELC LIBRARY TODAY HAD SUCH AN EFFEMINATE VOICE, LOOKED LIKE LOK AND DID PUSH UPS ON THE LIBRARY FLOOR.

Lingga says @#%$! at 8:57 PM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

I really dig Angela Zhang's Aurora. That song RAWKS man. Am dying to put it on my blog, but my blog is dominated by JAY. I cannot betray him. That is beyond my ability. I CANNOT BETRAY JAY. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? AURORA, STOP TRYING TO SEDUCE ME.

hong cheng huang lu lan, wu cai de aurora
ai jiu zai xin zhong, xiang xin jui hui cun zai
hong cheng huang lu lan, mei li de aurora
ai jiu zai xin zhong, xiang xin jiu shi yong yuan

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-

Lingga says @#%$! at 4:06 PM

As you can see for yourself, so very clearly, I've gotten my new layout up =) Couldn't come online yesterday night lah. Got home at 12+. Dropped into bed and snored straight away. We went for dinner at Suntec. Before that I did new year clothing shopping with my mom (got cool clothes! yay. I think shopping isn't as horribe as I once thought it was).

Ok, so I can strike Jay layout off my agenda. What about my homework? Oh no. I've not even removed my pencil case from my bag. And don't even talk about the stupid essay -______-'' I got a sudden inspiration in the car yesterday. So I can fill in the many many gaps in the idea I got. However, I am certainly still very far from embarking on WRITING the essay itself. Oh God I get a headache whenever I think of it *shudder*

Rigghht. So the things I have to do:

- prepare chocs for Nick *winks*
- do portfolio writing
- finish stupid chem worksheet

Riggght. That should be all the URGENT ones.

Lingga says @#%$! at 2:44 PM

Saturday, February 05, 2005

I am soooooo efficient *pleased smirk* Am done with my Incomparable to Jay layout!! I scanned in the cd cover. Oh my God Jay's profile is SOOOOOOO mesmerizing!!! =DD No more lovesickness. Hahahah!!! I'll be back at night to code the layout and then present it to the world!

Lingga says @#%$! at 1:23 PM

Friday, February 04, 2005

HELLO! i am here again! ru ru I hope you didn't miss my perfect english too much =) anyway, i am not going to capitalize appropriately for this entry. unlike the crazy ms heng who refrains from using chat lingo on msn and even capitalizes appropriately. speaking of chat lingo, i MUST take a moment to EMPHASIZE on my DISLIKE for pplez who keepx t0kingg liikex dis (fine, not a very good example. but it's not like i type like that!!). Why do you want to talk like that??? And decorate EVERY SINGLE LINE like this (real life example):

**__why, does this look very pretty?__**
~~*[w]hat [a]bout [t]his?? [d]oes [i]t [m]ake [m]y [w]ords [s]tand [o]ut [e]ven [m]ore??*~~
# you.realise.it.gets.more. and.more. irritating.after.a.while? especially when you have like PARAGRAPHS of it to read? #

especially in friendster profiles. i mean, i'm ok if you want to use chat lingo when you're blogging, or when typing online or whatever, because chat lingo is to save time so you can carry out your conversation faster, but what's the point in spelling "you" as "euu"? like, i didn't even understand what euu was in the first place. i thought the person was expressing disgust! and people who spell "my" as "moixx", "moiz" or "m0ix", sheesh, what is wrong with you? why all the extra xs and zx? why ruin french??

and their tone? "we ish alwwashh sho lurbingg. sho beri lurrbing and happiee". it just sounds like this seriously retarded 5 year old who hasn't learnt how to speak properly. ahhhh!! it utterly STUNS me when i see all that. and then i begin to read with a mixture of fascination and agony. fascination because how on earth did they manage to string words like THAT together, and agony because my brain needs like 2 seconds to process what i'm reading, PLUS override all that mental GRAMMAR MISTAKE! SPELLING MISTAKE! alerts beeping inside.

i have to get on with my blogging. because i can seriously go at this for 2 hours straight complaining.

not that i have anything against all these people. really. i just have this thing with perfect english!! gosh i was cursed with it!!!

anyway. JAY RAWKS!!!!!!! i am so into wu yu lun bi. SERIOUSLY. i keep scribbling wu yu lun bi everywhere.. wakakaka. wu yu lun bi means no one can compare with jay! INCOMPARABLE TO JAY!!!!! jay looks so SHUAI on his CD cover!! lingga is gonna scan it in and perhaps make a layout out of it =DD

i hate chapter 5 of my chem textbook. all the crappy covalent bonding. and we need to learn how to draw them sharing their freaky electrons. whatever. do i look like i care?? they can go do their stupid sharing for all i'm concerned. or, i understand if there are people who think that KNOWING how and why they share their electrons is crucial to the continuation of this civilisation, but why make us students LEARN IT??!! so we don't die old and stupid?? believe me, as soon as i complete my tertiary studies, all of THESE is going straight into the vanishing chamber in the back of my brain, and i will STILL die old and stupid.

plus ms tan (our new trainee teacher) isn't helping. i like her handwriting. but her voice is just... unpleasant. it's awfully shrill. i find it very trying. especially when it's trying to drill dry dry dry things (like stupid covalent bonding) into your ears. and her english is even worse than ms chia's -____-''

a maths simply sucks T_T logarithms are STUPID. even surds aren't as stupid as logarithms. perhaps i'm biased against logarithms. but i'm barely 1/3 into that topic and already i hate it. what does that tell you about logarithms? that it's fun?

GAWD i sound so complaining. i sound so SARCASTIC. argh!! perhaps it's the stress of not being able to talk crap into my blog for an entire 5 days. or that we have like 6 tests in weeks 7 and 8. after chinese new year. and the crappy commonwealth essay being due on FRIDAY. the day we come back from cny. eeeekk!! i want to produce something exceptional!! but i can't do it if i don't have a solid idea!! -________-'' ms heng told the class i had a clear style of writing and that they can look at my portfolio writing if i don't mind. [.......] i suppose she knows no one can spew that much sarcasm and cynical-ism (is there such a word?) except me.

2 february 2005 was one of the most significant and profound moments of my life. i really, truly, felt like part of the team, really, truly, felt the team spirit simply radiating from the circle we were joined in. us giants really rawk. because we just do. go giants!!!

i shall continue with my blogging tomorrow perhaps. my sore throat is KILLING me. and just before chinese new year too. god is punishing me for my evil deeds T__T

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:59 PM