t s u b a s a reservoir chronicle

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Oh my goodness, I am mentally exhausted. I just had this urge to do something creative today, so I did something that I haven't done in ages.

I went to make a blog layout!

I spent about 3 hours fiddling with the images, hence the brain drain. Then after I was done with pacifying the annoying perfectionist in me (thanks ah Audrey), I realised my HTML was bloody rusty. Cannot imagine spending another hour or so resolutely trying to code it (piece of cake for me two years ago, okay), so here I am blogging instead. Hopefully I will be done with it tomorrow :D

I think my entries are getting lamer.

Hello! Didn't do anything academically-related today, except for finishing econs notes (demand/supply equilibrium). How come common sense looks so daunting explained on paper in chim words? Then I went to NTUC to buy abalone with my dad but the abalone was too expensive. So didn't buy in the end. One day I will eat abalone like Fann Wong does on TV :)

Um. I've run out of lame stuff to say.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:26 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

Urgh, my ankle looks horrible sans bandage. Like what I told Nicky, normally your ankle kind of juts out right, and when it's sprained the whole thing swells and it looks correct (for a sprained ankle). But somehow now my ankle simply looks fat and flat. And there's a hideous blue-black beneath my ankle (the part I injured, I think) that has revealed itself finally due to the magical prowesses of the formidable chinese sinseh. Anyway, it's really ugly, I hope it goes away soon.

I have no clue how binomial expansion for negative indices works =x Probably because I missed out every single tutorial explaining that. Sigh. The price to pay for comfort...

No, really, I'd be rid of all this nonsense if I just took H1 Math. Take H1 Math already, you fool!

Um. I just typed into Wikipedia search Owen Wilson instead of Wilfred Owen. Heck. Clearly I need to focus! Wilfred Owen is a war poet whose entire works we are to study for our A Levels. The only poems he wrote that I actually understand are those which have been gone through in class before. -.- To my defense, I was never much of a poetry person. I always did the prose section for Lit exams without even reading the poem. And I always cheated by reading the texts before we were officially allowed to open the booklet.

Yay all my juniors are so bonded can. And how come all of them have blogs?! I WANT TO WATCH YOU GIRLS PLAY!

PS: Um, I want to pass on my TET notes. Which are good :) Does anyone want them?

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:57 PM

I woke up at 7.40am and couldn't go back to sleep anymore :( That's the time when assembly starts, by the way. I wanted to go back to school today (rare scenario okay), leh, but my mom (!) wouldn't let me. Because the sinseh told me not to move the injury around too much for fear of aggravating it and for some perverted reason all my tutorials today are either on the third floor or the fourth floor. Hence I think going to tutorials would be "moving the injury around too much". I'm going to miss out on so many lessons lah -.-

Let's have some photos today! :D

I finally finished making the gifts for our OGLs. They turned out looking quite pretty after the pink and blue gel diffused into each other. Initially it looked like 2 unequal lumps of coloured gel together and it was so ugly can, I was going to cry :( Started on it in the school canteen and had help from many people, especially Layjia who put in most of the gel for me and taught me how to shove the macaroni letters down the test tubes (one of the most annoying things on earth to do, take my word for it).

Random bout of randomness from Naomi and I, as we put together my hairband and towel and her water bottle and towel. Aren't they always doing this kind of thing on Friendster?

Amy's and my slippers. That one fine public holiday during Os intensive mugging period (aka October) when we went to AMK library, like we had been going to every other day, only to discover that it was closed, and had to adjourn to the second floor of Khatib's McDonalds' to study instead. It was packed with families and kids having breakfast and although very noisy (there was even some silly birthday party that went on in the evening later on, and this little Indian girl wearing a pink halterneck dress came over to stare at Amy and I and said "Wah, study so hard" in a very superior tone, because of course she's going to a birthday party and the two of us are mugging like geeks, to which Amy and I replied by staring back hard at her and going mentally, "Why, you little squirt, let's see you take your turn in ten years' time"), it was a surprisingly conducive and pleasant environment to study in. I also watched the DOA trailer on the plasma TV at least seven times.

This is one very good thing about having your sister work in the commercial business sector, for one of the lagest distribution companies in Singapore. You get free L'oreal samples :) The L'oreal Pure Zone exfoliating gel is very good, by the way.

My bandage is coming off tonight. Sad :(

Oh, this was from last year some time when we acquired peanuts for Bio practical. I stole this misshapen-looking one and proceeded to give it a face brimming with pent-up emotion. PSST THE PEANUT IS LEVITATING.* I still remember very clearly writing out notes on settlement studies (you know, all those Housing/Transport/Pollution/Water problems in cities and their solutions) and getting so bloody bored, I took out the peanut from my pencil case and started playing with it.

This is our newly-adopted stray kitten called Meow Mee (technically it doesn't really have a name, but my sister keeps calling it this. Actually she calls every cat she sees Meow Mee). The spelling is courtesy of my sister because that time we brought it to the vet, she spelled it this way. Um, it doesn't look right with an english name (this is clearly a chinese cat, like duh), or those Enid Blyton ones like Tinklepaws or Lightfoot or whatever. So I guess Meow Mee is here to stay.

And doesn't this remind you of something you just saw? Right down to the tiny brown patterned patch on its forehead?

Clothespegs helping one another scale the window grilles.

My beloved mp3 player is spoiled :( And I swear I didn't mistreat it. Can't find the warranty card... Not even sure if the warranty is still effectuive lah. It's only 2 years old leh. I think I jinx Creative mp3 players; 3 of them have died under my hands. Although I prefer to believe that Creative mp3 players are lousy and not hardy at all.

But on a happier note:

2/7's having a gathering again soon :)

*Okay lah the peanut wasn't levitating. It's really just balanced on the paper and pen.

Lingga says @#%$! at 10:18 AM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Hello all! Next time you want to get me to blog, just sprain my ankle for me, causing me to be unable to go to school. It will automatically make me turn to blogging. I ~~went~~ hobbled to the polyclinic at 9+ with a Lim Chee Guan paper bag to get an MC (because Mr Najib insists we must present to the school a proper doctor's MC whenever we're absent, as they do not accept parents' letters/sinseh MCs. He says he doesn't care how we get it, though). Finished reading 8 Days there, went home at about 11.30 but in reality spent only 3 minutes in Dr. Grace King Kaw's presence. She gave me some medicine for the pain and also gastric medicine because apparently the first medicine is very strong on the stomach. So to prevent any possibility of having my stomach lining corroded, I'm just going to ignore both types of medicine.

Then after that, my mom came home and took me to the sinseh downstairs, who spent 60 seconds applying ointment on my ankle and then proceeding to rub it vigorously. I must have looked like I wanted to faint, because he kept telling me it wouldn't hurt a single bit. Um, it's not my fault okay, my mom was like telling me at home before we went downstairs how "deng yi xia hui hen tong, ni ren yi xia jiu hao le". The sinseh bandaged up my ankle confidently while I watched in fascination. I've never had a bandage before! But he charged me 20 dollars for the rubbing, the bandage and some pills. =x So dubious looking one, the pills! No explanation as to what the pills will do to my body after entering my bloodstream. But once again, my mom, who has great faith in chinese medicine, insisted that it was "zhong yao" and hence perfectly alright even if we ingest them wrongfully or something.

As usual, I got my sprained ankle from yesterday's training, where I either tripped over my WA (nod and say can when Ms Siow ask if I can play WD, lah, now become like this) or myself. Either way, it was majorly irritating because I think I looked really unglam limping home on the train =x Thankfully, Jin Ning's friend Daryl offered her a ride hone after training, and I, enjoying the benefits of being her friend, got one ride to AMK station as well.

Errr I didn't really want to miss school today, I don't like missing out on lessons and tutorials and generally the happenings in school that day. Some more, Thursday is one of my free days! I'm released at 1.55pm okay! I love going home on Thursdays because there's no training :) Tuesday there's none as well, but we have PE last period and end at 3.40pm lah. Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays I have training until 8, 6.30 and 7 respectively. It's like completely no life can -.- By the time I get home I'm so weary I just want to crawl right into bed and die. Also, I can't accomplish any work at all. No more last minute chionging math homework like in secondary school =x I suppose I shall just have to very determindedly plough on with my new hectic schedule as a mature and responsible almost-seventeen-year-old-who-is-in-JC, and finish up all my tutorials/reading in school before trainings start.

I'm really quite geeky, I spend almost all my free periods in the VJC library =x =x =x Which is a very conducive environment for doing work, except the librarians are quite anal about PE T-shirts and water bottles in their territory. They have a lot of Agatha Christie books, for some reason.

I like going to lectures, basically you just sit there and listen and mind your own business :D Plus it's such a large cohort, the teachers don't notice you at all! Econs and Geog tutorials require us to volunteer answers to questions with initiative. Which is quite a pain in the ass at times because clearly the class isn't used to such interactive work. In 4/4, whenever a teacher asked a question, I'd just sit there at the back with Jia and wait for one of the smart ones in front (aka Ming Hui/Yanyu/Priscilla/Charmaine) to volunteer an answer. But because during tutorials, the class is so tiny, the last row is actually only the third row -.- So no choice lah, must volunteer answers, or else everyone'd just stare one another to death.

I'm supposed to be taking H1 Math, but ended up trying H2 anyway. I'm a little unsure whether or not I should continue with H2 Math, because if I cannot handle it, I will be forced to drop it at the end of one year, and isn't that just very wasted after learning an entire year of H2 Math? Plus, even if I could handle it, then I'd have to spend more time studying it as compared to studying H1 Math, which has only, like, lots of function graphs! Oh crap =x

Well I suddenly realise I never did blog about the Suntec City mass dancing! It was UBER fun :D I love dancing in a group when everyone is totally synchronised. Of course, the only dance I could really do was Whiny whiny, Lijie and I were completely lost for the friendship dance, and for the rest we kind of just anyhow fumbled our way through them, haha. But it was ultimately a very memorable experience, all of us shimmying around the fountain of wealth with our shoulders moving back and forth going WOOOOO! And we did many crazy cheers and formed this train of people going around the fountain of wealth, and people got caught up in the heat of the moment and started hi-fiving one another randomly as they passed by, and after a while some ingenious fellow came up with the idea of tickling those who were running by in that human chain and making them squeal -.- Got home really late, haha.

And all the OGs had an OG barbecue on 19th Jan in East Coast Park. I do like my OG :) Many of those people whom I didn't know very well, I have gotten to know quite well! The girls played Bridge and I did for them this warped fortune-telling game my sister played with me that one time we were travelling back from China to Singapore. Only one guy from our OG came (how unsporting of the rest) and he was behaving like a proper gentleman for the rest of the night. How sweet. He very patiently waited for the food to be barbecued and brought them over to us at the table so we could eat first. (Oh I'm suddenly feeling nostalgic about that first 6A chalet we had in Sec 1, when all the guys came over and served us food and we didn't even need to get up for the rest of the night :D) He was also the only guy who came with us to the mass dance at suntec. Although he reminds me of a skinnier version of Caijie. Maybe geeky boys aren't so bad after all. I'd want my son to be as sporting as him as well. His mother must be very proud of him.

Now, what else should I blog about? Ordinary VJ life is too mundane to talk about. The week flies by when it's packed with so many things to do, and you get home so close to bedtime. I NEED EIGHT HOURS OF SLEEP! I wish Amy would come crash VJC :( Yesterday, Jody, Anna, Natalie and Layjia came by! I was so pleased to see Jody and Layjia, part of the 4/4 bridge gambling committee and Jody, Anna and Natalie, all of them g.i.a.n.ts, because I miss our team so much. It's different with VJ netball lah! Anderson netball is so familiar and close to the heart. I never knew how nice it was to be able to know all the girls on the team and to so easily blend into the background, just chatting and playing the fool with your teammates, and the whole scenario will somehow just look absolutely correct. That casual sense of familiarity and belonging, like how you always put your comb back into the usual position on the table after you're done with it, I do miss it very much.

Plus, during training we're to wear high socks (seriously, God knows WHY) or else we'll be fined one dollar. I already got fined, and I didn't even know that rule existed lah. Bloody hell. I keep feeling like I've been spending an exorbitant amount of money daily.

Umm, I guess I probably will be blogging tomorrow. Because I've got 2 days of MC, haha.

Lingga says @#%$! at 4:17 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Oh no reading Audrey's blog made me feel so Anderson-sick! I miss my class so much. I just had to blog about this because I WILL NEVER SEE YONGYUAN, WILSON, MICHAEL AND KHAIRUL EAT STRAWBERRY HELLO PANDA AGAIN! (because the guys in our class are a little unusual, they like strawberry-flavoured biscuits more than any other flavour, especially when they share them) Oh no no no I will so miss that sight, Jia never did manage to get a picture of them doing it, and now there'll never be that chance T_T I miss Amy! Amy who's always bringing grapes to class, and everyone will like eat her grapes, and I remember that time in Sec 3 she kept bringing cucumbers, and everyone ate her cucumbers?? And I miss Mr Wong and his stupid lame jokes, and him announcing Math scores, and the way the class knows without a doubt Yanyu would have scored the highest, and our simultaneous reactions when he says half the class failed, and Mdm Neo and her "I'm very annoyed" mock-exasperated expression! And her giving our ice-cream cards and hello panda to people who answer her questions. And even Mr Neo who will take out his coloured markers and start planning our SS essay question answers on paper using the visualizer, and the whole class will chitchat and copy inbetween without really listening to him? And there's Eric Tay as well, I miss Eric Tay teaching us chinese, he always managed to make us laugh every single chinese lesson, but he himself will never laugh and will perpetually have a pained expression! And Jia and I will make jokes about it. I'll miss Ain and her dramatic ways and Jody and Layjia chasing after each other or beating each other up or shrieking at random times! And there'll be the MASS BRIDGE SESSIONS inbetween lessons, those times were so, so fun, we knew one another so well, we could laugh and joke and tease each other about our stupid mistakes and losing horribly. And there's Mrs Dan and her hilarious nonsensical phrases ("over the blue moon", "turn around the tables") which she spouts without realising they're nonsensical, and then the class will turn to one another and snicker!

Oh my God, I miss all of that, and so much more, too T_T Why is it that you always learn how cherished some things are only after they're gone? Wahh!

Lingga says @#%$! at 12:03 AM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Right, back from socializing! Faris had to like go pray. So I'm back to blogging. Everyone apparently had fun at their orientation as well! But I really do think it's your attitude that makes or breaks your orientation lah, if you're just not ON enough to do the cheers and dances you wouldn't enjoy them anyway. Thankfully I was very very very ON all the time.

Anyway, where was I? Perhaps I might elaborate on VJ discipline. Victorians are relaxed about (insignificant) stuff like uniform and hair (there's dyed hair, though fairly inconspicuous - I even saw this J2 with red glitter sprinkled tastefully in her brown, ponytail-ed hair). Of course, ankle socks are religiously worn. But when the occasions call for it, they behave accordingly. They fall silent immediately when asked to by the principal and the MCs calm the screaming, shrieking, cheering orientation groups and OGLs by going "One silent clap" and the whole hall stops what they're doing, claps and shhhhhhhs, then the noise fades into oblivion. You try that in Anderson, you'll get laughed at -.- And seriously, at assembly, when the people on stage go, "College, at ease", everyone just relaxes and starts talking, and none of the teachers give a damn! Unlike Mr Ang, who will lecture for five minutes, then make us stay back after school or whatever. So what WAS the point, anyway, back in Anderson, when we had to keep staying back for five minutes to get lectured on about our lack of moral values??

Erm, sorry I digress where was I? Oh, them Victorians behaving accordingly. Well anyway, I suppose the only bad thing about Victorians would be that they cheer so much sometimes the MCs get fed up and threaten to deduct points from the offending OGs because they wouldn't shut up and let the event proceed. Haha. People cheer at the most random times. OGLs prompt cheering at any possible moment. It's quite fun once you train up the stamina :)

Oh our OG games were really lame -.- TJC's games sounded quite fun from what I read from Carrie's blog but ours were quite stupid for most of them (REALLY stupid, haha!) I suppose also because we didn't know one another really well either, and couldn't like go and make jokes about how dumb they were. I think the J2s had much more fun at the water games on the second day than us freshmen, people kept getting sabo-ed and dunked and one gamemaster even said she'd give the first OG to wet the other gamemaster 50 points. So the poor guy had to run for it while random guys went after him. Aww. Anyway, first 2 days my OG was more reserved and no one wanted to cheer (because we didn't remember them, honestly -.-), so the games were rather annoying, but third day everyone got high and were more thick-skinned (already well-trained by then) and remembered cheers and were enthusiastic! And it was so much more fun.

Mass dancing is cool if you, like all the OGLs, know the moves. It's even more cool if you do it together with other people who can execute the moves flawlessly, because you KNOW you look good and the whole thing is just very cool. Unfortunately I'm very far from that stage -.- I just jump up and down when people do their nifty footwork because I can't remember them. We have 6 mass dances, remember? I like 'Whiny whiny' the most :D I can't remember 'I want you' at all. The friendship dance is very cool but unfortunately I'm (still) playing the guy and Lijie is (still) playing the girl (like our Campfire Nite dance!) because I'm taller and I really like the song! It would be lovely if I remembered all the moves, but I don't :(

I love my arts fac seniors, they are super cool, super fun and CRAZY! When the sci fac had to go like listen to a talk in the hall about SPA/SRP (NO MORE SPA! EVER!), the arts fac was called to one of the LTs and the arts fac seniors talked to us, taught us arts fac cheers and told us to scorn the sci fac, because unlike them we don't have to do lame stuff like SPA or whatever. I love the insult-sci-fac cheer because it's very ironic and if you're in on the joke, like all of the arts fac is, you feel like you know this secret and it's very bonding :)

Erm, unfortunately I spent my first CT meeting with the wrong class because I was put into the history class by mistake (I had submitted conflicting courses but this mistake was later rectified and I'm now in the same class as Sasa, Jin Ning, Sook Mui and Naomi, all the Andersonians taking arts). I quite liked A0713 leh =x We had this "mad freak" (to quote this Cath High guy) as a CT, he was really weird and all the arts fac seniors warned us about him, saying "you guys will meet this really weird teacher but we won't tell you who it is, you will see for yourselves soon", and A0713 immediately knew who it was -.- This is because towards the end of the meeting with our CT -

CT: Sometimes we conduct random bag checks. *goes to this inconspicuous little Cath High boy (not the abovementioned one who coined "mad freak"), picks up his bag and ransacks through it*
Class: *watches emotionlessly, except perhaps for little Cath High boy*
CT: If we find stuff we're not supposed to find, *goes to open door and throws entire bag out* this is what happens.
Class: .......!!!!!!!

So anyway, this sort of experience obviously only serves to bond the whole class, and we went through the whole introduction routine and shit already, and I really liked my A0613 seniors, and we already started on Angel and Mortal, and I met this really nice PLMGS girl whom I got along really well with, and now I have to leave! Oh, good grief. But I shouldn't complain, because there's Sasa and Jin Ning in A0714, what :D

Monday afternoon we'll be at East Coast Park, monday evening we'll be doing our mass dance at Suntec City! This is apparently the first year VJ got official permission from Suntec to dance at the fountain of wealth, as opposed to previous years when they went and danced illegally and always kena-complained by Suntec, so it's a big thing! I'm very proud of VJ's mass dances, I think they are awesome and very entertaining, and our darling OGLs all look so darn good doing it! Lijie and I are sure to mess up very badly but we're sure we'll still have fun doing it anyway :)

But I still miss Anderson very much. I saw these Andersonians going to school first day of school, and I stood next to this Sec 1 girl who was starting her first day as an Andersonian, and I thought it was very symbolic, you know, the Andersonian who's finished her journey and the Andersonian who's just starting hers. I miss our cheer and our school song and the canteen food and knowing everyone in our level and waving at people in the canteen and bumping into familiar faces everywhere in school! I miss being an Andersonian and I've never said this, but I miss the sense of belonging I get every time I see people in our school uniform. It's different, you don't get that in VJ, the feeling will probably never be the same either. I miss all of you guys, my darling 4/4 and 2/7!

Next Sat is CCA open house, do let's go back :)

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:53 PM

Remember the lightbulb joke you kept hearing about VJC when you were in secondary school, the one nobody really took seriously?

Q: How many VJ people does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: The whole school. One to change and the rest to cheer.

That pretty much sums up my entire VJ experience so far. Because it's true. It's absolutely very true. You don't know what cheering is until you've been to VJ, man. These guys ~~can~~ will kick your ass with the 6234128 cheers they know (they keep making new ones up like overnight! What is WITH them?! Didn't everyone just hate coming up with cheers when they were in camp??) and 6 ridiculously-long mass dances! Which the J1s learnt (maybe everyone else did, I just copied the actions and forgot them after the dance was over) in 3 short days! Along with those 6234128 cheers our OGLs taught us!

The bus ride to school from Bishan was, and will be, excruciating every morning -.- It's about an hour, 50 mins if the roads are clear. Wed night (first day of school) it was raining, so though we left school at about 6.25 I only got home at 8.10 -.- -.- -.- Super freaking tired, but NOT sleepy due to adrenaline caused by sudden spike in energy level in school (orientation and mindless cheering, ma), so I couldn't fall asleep, and only did so at 11+. Next day, excitement at starting school in VJ (VJ!!) had worn off, so Shunwei, Lijie and I were more subdued on the bus. But still chattered and shit. Third day we were completely stoned and limp and could only stare glassily at each other on the bus ride.

First 2 days I wasn't very friendly with my OG (sub-group) lah, it's like you just make small talk with everyone but it somehow just fizzles out eventually, and I didn't 'click' with anyone. Third day it changed! I found out this really friendly girl in my OG called Faith is very like me in lots of aspects (hence we managed to keep talking), is taking Arts, hates electricity and loves FMP, ESP. SAGARA SOUSUKE BECAUSE "HE IS SO CUTE!" (we chimed that together a second after we mentioned FMP) Oh my goodness, a girl after my own heart! Unfortunately, she's not in my class. But still, she's in my OG and we can hang out and I don't have to flit from person to person anymore, what.

I kept hanging out with Lijie because she's in Ayden, my OG group though not same sub-group (me Azeera, her Aldo). We get high together :) I love Lijie for being there to do the mass dances and to learn the cheers with me, or else it wouldn't have been fun at all! First day of school she was praying I'd be in the same group as her (randomly chose me cuz no one had called me to tell me my OG) and surprisingly I really turned out to be in her OG! I think I had help from people up there who gave me Lijie to make my VJ start a lot easier :D

Will go continue conversation with Kum Boon (my fellow Patriot) and call Faris so will stop blogging for now!

Lingga says @#%$! at 9:50 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

First day of 2007! I hope my 2007 will be lovely, preferably filled with lots of joy, fun and laughter, and cute Victorian guys.

So anyway, can't blog about Sat, because I'm waiting for Sasa/Amy to send me photos. Then I can finally have a photoblog like everyone does! *is excited* You don't know how long I've been waiting for that entry. I acknowledge it's generally easier to hold people's attention with pictures rather than words (even when the author has a splendid command of the language hahahaha kidding don't hit me) and personally I do love looking at photos of past events with all my friends in them. So I'll have to hold back on the blogging until I get the photos. But it was lovely hanging out with Sasa again, WHO IS THE ONLY ONE I KNOW TAKING ARTS VOLUNTARILY AT VJ, and hence I'll have someone to hang out with in Arts! I'm so pleased :D And I totally got tanned and didn't sunburn, because the weather was SUPERB! No sun at all, only this mildly blue sky smudged with light grey clouds and a perpetual breeze. And everyone says I look like a good convent schoolgirl who is athletic with my short hair (I have grown to love my new haircut, only cons are that I can't wear dangling earrings anymore, and I don't want to look like I'm from a girls' school!) and white hairband. I think I can totally pass for a Cedar or St Nick's girl who always wears fbt shorts.

This past week, I've been having dreams for like 6 consecutive nights. Seriously! Every single night. And they're all super unrelated with no connection inbetween whatsoever. On friday night I dreamt of this family court where families could sue each other for not carrying out their part of the family duty or something like that. I dreamt of Sankari and her brother Bala (whom I've never met)! Sankari was telling me about her parents taking her brother to court about him not washing the dishes every night, and in her words Bala was absolutely "furious" about them betraying him. Then only last night I dreamt of this Thai guy, whom I confused with Chartchai (who is Thai) after I woke up, telling my fortune. And after telling my fortune, can't remember what it was but it was totally insignificant and I was very unimpressed, he dared to ask me for like 35 dollars! I was super pissed in turn and tried to convince him to lower the price, but he refused and I remember getting even more pissed and showing him the notes in my wallet, which did not total 35 dollars, and in the end I got so mad I stood up and knocked a plate over and it smashed into pieces. And I was struck with this Oh no shit what if I have to compensate him notion and then I woke up. Probably because my brain didn't want to take the stress/trauma of shelling out more money anymore or whatever. They say that people dream only when they're in a very deep sleep, so that means I've been in a deep slumber for the past week, or else how would I get stuck with nonsensical dreams all the nights? Plus, I keep waking up at 11+. How to alter this undesirable sleeping habit to prepare for schoolday mornings -.-

On a brief note, went to Sakae Sushi on Friday with Jin Ning and happily binged! How is it that you can feel so bloody bloated one minute and immediately feel sick while thinking about rice/takoyaki, but think of the same things again a few hours later and want to binge all over again? The mysteries of the human body. We met this sweet little girl who kept wandering over to our table and stroking my bag (because the exterior is soft and slightly furry, I guess) and staring at me with this very confused but heartmelting expression. So cute! This is totally how my kids will be when they are growing up, none of that screaming kicking bawling nonsense, thank you very much.

Also went to Ikea/Queensway Shopping Centre with Jin Ning and her friend Siew Boon, ate my favourite Swedish meatballs and bought a hotdog home to eat and it was very good! Joys of eating meat! Those vegetarians are really missing out. No one ever said I could eat a whole salad! Learnt some disturbing news, how come there are people in our school who are able to have a relationship with other people in the same class, huh -.- I find it inhumanely possible, not that the guys in my class aren't great, they TOTALLY rock, but still I wouldn't want to date ANY of them -.- -.- -.-

Plus, I still stick to my view that the guys in Anderson are ugly =x

Lingga says @#%$! at 10:11 PM