t s u b a s a reservoir chronicle

Thursday, March 31, 2005

JAY GOT NEW SONG!!!!! QIAO DUAN!!!!! MY GOD!!!! SUPER DUPER NICE!!!! HE'S EVEN MORE MUMBLY THAN USUAL!!! I never thought that was possible!!! You can't make out anything he's saying!! For some inexplicable reason I think it's AWFULLY CUTE!!!!!!!!!!! *GIGGLES*

Lingga says @#%$! at 4:43 PM

HELLO!!!!!

I am ONLINE!!! I was last online on TUESDAY, and that was because I had to do the crackpot casino thingy. I was contemplating hopping online and screaming I'M DONE!!!!!!!!!!! but was too tired. I'm not getting enough sleep! My body is telling me I'm not getting enough sleep. In the form of horrible eyebags which will soon become permanent if I don't give it what it wants. But thank God my eyebags are nothing near ChiaChia's (droopy!!). Or Ms Heng's (double eyebags. Shudder).

Well, the reason why I actually had time to go online is because netball was cancelled today! And I had nothing planned today because I thought I would only get home at 7.30pm. Hence I can spare a couple of hours stoning online =) And tending to my bloggie. Rocks eh, my life? =)) Better to stone than to think, I say!

These few days were hectic. On Tuesday I had to rush online to complete the writing about the casino, which we had to hand up today (which I mistakenly thought Wednesday instead). I teamed up with Nicky and Faris, thinking they could take some stress of me. Yeahm right. I was worrying about how I was going to finish the whole thing because Faris didn't seem to be cooperating (the starting paragraph he gave me was bullshit. And I mean BULLshit).. but turned out I was thinking too much because the 2 guys managed to get a good part done while I was at netball. Not that I used all of it. But still. Ok why am I talking about this.

I really think a casino is a bad idea. But not that I can do anything, since they've already decided.

I was completely obsessed with Taboo, since the finals would be held on Wednesday. The 4 of us practiced Taboo everywhere. It got so bad we were playing it during lessons, our cards hidden under the table. I think I was close to losing my mind. In netball, when we did our diamond push ups, I went mentally "what are a girl's best friends?" I actually did that. -______-''

Not to mention the sudden flood of tests (fine, just 2. But still). Chem and A Maths.. on CHEMICAL BONDING and COORDINATE GEOMETRY respectively. Well, the chem one was relatively easy. I can't say thus for the maths one. I got the entire first question wrong!! Highest I can get is like 12. I couldn't even get past 1 (i). There was no gradient! There were no 2 points I could use to find the gradient (except PR - but that was a freaking DIAGONAL!)! I couldn't form an equation! I didn't know how to sketch the graph! God!!!

And I am three weeks behind in portfolio writing (did I mention that before?). I've only done half of [Term 1 was...]. Hence I haven't handed them to Ms Heng =D But I will tomorrow!!

I will never, ever, neglect my friends, if in the very distant future, somehow, some way, I get a boyfriend.

Lingga says @#%$! at 4:31 PM

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Well. I just wanted let off a bit of steam. Stop being so insensitive. Is it that hard to think twice before you say something? It's not once, it's not twice, it's been happening all the time. And you expect me to talk to you whenever you want.

You can't keep taking and not giving.

Ok Nicky, I'm really really sorry we kinda brushed you off today. Lijie, Wen, Shunwei and Xinyi didn't want to watch the movie because some had no money and some had prior plans to watch it with others, and thus I accompanied them instead. So you ended up watching with Divek. So sorry for the last minute change of plans, and for making you go all the way to Lido. Really, really, really sorry.

Ok, despite an irritating sore throat and a cough that plagued me the entire night before, I went to town AGAIN. I am so sick, so sick, I repeat for the third time, SO SICK of town.

Logically, there is no attraction force because I am so not the squealing-over-clothes type (plus, I don't have the $$$ for them. Come to think of it, I don't really have money for ANYTHING. Except for the money I shell out for books). And we're not going to there to oogle at hot guys or stuff (even though this guy in uniform who asked Wen for donations was really cute. And he had nice hair).

So why do we KEEP going to town? I mean, you can catch movies, AND take neoprints everywhere. What is this unnatural obsession with Orchard Road?! Why is it always first in line whenever we wanna go out?! Gee, don't ask me. I'm the one lame-ly going to town 5 times in a month. Well, we took lots of neoprints yesterday! Hahaha. And I bought a Meg Cabot historical romance at Sunny - Kiss the Bride. Totally rocks. It's under one of her pen names, Patricia Cabot (though why she wants to have so many pen names, I'm unsure).

I have lots of unaccomplished things. Like presents. And my essay. And my coordinate geo revision. And my tuition homework. And my stupid Lit onion -_______-'' I just did the social studies essay question on What do you think is the main cause of conflict in Northern Ireland? in ePebble. Seriously, why would I even want to write an essay on it? Why do they even think we care? Don't I have better things to do? Gee.

So many March babies (drain my money some more lah, drain lah) =) So it means that the parents of all these March babies have been doing it in June. Like, the June hols. Isn't that when the kids are like home? Ok, I shall concentrate on being someone's walking chinese dictionary. And quit blogging. Byebye for now.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:31 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

One of Liang Jing Ru's earlier love songs. =) Lyrics are so niceee. Please take the time to read through it from beginning to end.

Lingga says @#%$! at 9:47 PM

I'm dog tired.

Actually, not dog tired. Why dog tired? A dog doesn't look tired. It's always trying to slobber over someone. And it's got a nice waggy tail. It's an energetic animal. I say pig tired. Pigs always seem to be sleeping.

Played my first official game of Taboo today! The Taboo challenge organised by the english department -____-'' Only 3/2, 3/3 and 3/4 submitted their reply form. And 3/2 was a no-show today. So 3/4 played 3/3. And we won. And just like that, we get to play against the ENGLISH TEACHERS next week during EFL. Live.

GOD!!!!!

There were a heck lot of rules. Like how you can't break the damn word up and let your team guess syllable by syllable. Then how on earth are we supposed to guess the word "headhunter"?! I don't even know what it means! And if Jia hadn't been allowed to break up the word and let us guess word by word, we would never have gotten it. And Ms Lee says noooooo you can't do that. God. So how do we guess the word correctly!!

Plus. Those are ENGLISH TEACHERS.

-_____-''

I'm going to need to finish my essay this weekend. Or at the very least, get started on it. I just realised we have to hand in next week Friday (yeah, the english rep herself doesn't know). It seems awfully short. And I got all those portfolio writings I haven't done.

Gonna watch Ms Congeniality 2 this Sat =) OH!!!! I just realised I forgot to talk about this important thing. I CUT MY HAIR!!!

Or rather, layered it until it looks like a sparse duck tail when you tie it up =) Hahahahaha. I've decided to cut it short in June. With the sparse duck tail. Weeeee.

And am going to Sunny to try my luck at Twilight AGAIN. I can't bring myself to call Sunny and ask. For one, it is obvious (and expected) that they will go Huh? when I say Meg Cabot. Because I will pronounce it as Cab-bit (rhymed with rabbit) as that is the correct way to pronounce Meg's name. But nobody on earth KNOWS. And everyone goes Meg Ca-BOTT. Yeah well. The french say Ca-boh. Like, erm. But anyway, I digress. Yeah well.

Going to have to write a heck lot of friendster testimonials these days. I feel like I owe lots of people one. Squeal.

By the way, Liu Zhongyi is a pretty good singer.

Lingga says @#%$! at 9:15 PM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

I am shocked at my own stupidity. I am practically coughing to death/seem to have grown 2 extra eyelids in my left eye, yet I am blogging. All I can say is that blogspot.com had better not crash in the future. Or I'm going to be forced to sue them. I mean, the time I spend here composing meaningless rubbish is worth its weight in pure gold.

And really, unless you're bored outta my mind, don't even attempt to read this. This is just some nonsense about my past. And probably concerns none of you. But if you want to read it, go ahead.

Ok. I've been spending some time reminisicing about the past. Like my years in Chongfu. Not just 6A, all the way from P1 till P6. There's this really aching feeling when those memories simply flood your mind.

Huiyi was my first ever friend at Chongfu. Sadly, we've lost contact. I befriended her in P1 because both she and I had no partners, and I grabbed her hand and ran to the back of the line. It's very vivid in my mind. And I kept forgetting her name after I met her. Seriously. I couldn't remember what she was called!

Second best friend was Mei Yi. Huiyi, Mei Yi and I took the same school bus home. We used to share the 2 seats, with Mei Yi on the inside, me in the middle and Huiyi seated outside. It was just very practical. Huiyi alighted first, followed by me, then Mei Yi.

Then in P4, Vanessa moved to Yishun, and we integrated her into our group.

My first ever "clique" probably came about in P4. It was Huiyi, Vanessa and I, because we were in the same class. And there was Janine, my best netball buddy and sitting partner. My God, I miss her so much. And I miss Huiyi and Vanessa so much too. I haven't had contact with Huiyi and Janine for like THREE years. Actually, I lost Huiyi right after we split into different classes in P5.

I hated being in 5A. Only Audrey and Yuanzi accompanied me in from 4C. Everyone in 5A was a stranger (even though I knew more than 3/4 of them because they were from my previous classes. But still) to me.

Fine. I gritted my teeth and adapted myself. Everyone seemed to have already paired up, or grouped up. The people from 4A with the people from 4A, the people from 4B with the people from 4B. Slowly anyway, I found myself another group. Haha. It was Grace, Bin, Ge, Mag and I. It was probably the craziest clique I'd ever had. Consequently, 5A/6A united under the tyranny of Mrs Chu. My first experience of true class bonding.

Then it was 2002. And we had to leave school. People around me, everyone I treasured, were once again torn from my side. Before I had the chance to really appreciate them. Now I see them with their own friends and their own surroundings.. and I get sad all over again. I have no idea why I feel like this (not as if I don't have my own friends) but, it's like, seeing all the fun they're having with their own friends reminds me of the fun they've had with me. And I really, really, really miss that. Like Huiyi. It wasn't until-

oh fuck. my sister just came back and asked me why i didn't finish all my tuition homework. she said last week she was going to give me coordinate geo homework instead of letting me do the rest of log and stuff like that, because i asked her to teach me, and then in the end she didn't give the homework, and obviously i wasn't stupid enough to go ask her to give it to me, so now she came back and she's angry at me for not doing the 2 chapters in my goddamn 10 year series. fuck fuck fuck. instant killjoy. all my blogging mood's vanished. all my reminiscing mood's vanished. i have to go offline and do my corrections for last week's homework. fuck fuck fuck. goodbye.

Lingga says @#%$! at 9:02 PM

God.

I feel like crap.

Cough cough cough. Got yan zhen. No idea what it's called in english (the doctor told me, but I forgot. Starts with S). Case where your eye swells because of this needle-like thing. The whole thing arises because of heatiness. Ate too much chocolate and didn't drink enough water, I think. The day before I woke up with this throbbing pain in my left eye, I forgot to bring my water bottle and thus had to survive on Nicky's water bottle. And had to fight with ChiaChia because she survives on Nicky's water bottle everyday. Not to mention Nicky who is the owner of the water bottle.

Well anyway, skipped netball yesterday so my mom could bring me to the doc at the polyclinic (cheapskate lah). The wait wasn't that long this time because it was just after lunch. I got some crappy cream to apply on the inside of my eye (and it totally sucks by the way; it makes me semi-blind in the left eye because everything becomes awfully hazy). The cream is gross. It looks like yellow pus. And it's oily. I know because I tried to wash my hand after I applied the stupid cream.

God. Cough cough cough. Ultra-irritating. Wore my specs to school today. Felt really geeky. Hahahaha. Got tired very soon of explaining the whole story over and over again to various people who asked what happened to my contacts.

I don't care, I'm going to wear my contacts tomorrow. Can't risk having my specs smashed during netball (even though I'm contemplating getting a new pair of specs. Those really thin, squarish and black ones. Very professional ^^). Plus, I think the swelling's kinda gone down. It does, however, suck to have like 2 extra eyelids weighing down on your left eye.

Lingga says @#%$! at 5:54 PM

Sunday, March 20, 2005

I've finished the plan for my essay! No more slaving until 12 midnight! But I do think this essay will be another 2500-worder. Diao. My idea isn't anything new lah. But I really like it =) Woohoo. At least I won't have trouble thinking of how my story's gonna end, because it's all planned out and printed on paper.

But I haven't finished my worksheet 3C (on, yeah you guessed right, coordinate geo. Which was supposed to be due wayyy before the hols, by the way) lor. I've done HALF of Q3, and left all of Q4 blank.

And my maths holiday assignments right, I've left practically all the CoGeo blank. Must attempt later. And I haven't arranged my Bio/Maths files. I hate arranging files. My bio notes are all over the place (and I remember my stupid spaghetti worksheet "WHERE HAS DINNER GONE?" is undone). Plus we have to do corrections for our maths worksheets. Woah, let me tell you, if I start now I'll probably end at like 12 midnight. I got practically everything about the dumb mid-points wrong.

And, I have to change my contacts at the optical later, because I think my left eye degree has worsened. I get to see things rather blurry-ly through my contacts, because my left eye is the dominant eye. And then later I have to cut my hair. And go to Northpoint to look for BIG milk bottles. Gee.

Lingga says @#%$! at 2:48 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

In this 7-day holiday, I've only gone out like TWICE. Surprisngly, I haven't gotten any serious work done.

Have I made PERFECT sense of my Coordinate Geo? (well, a bit, thanks to my sis. But it's only the tip of the freaking iceberg, anyway)

Have I gotten 3/4's class tee ready? (I was totally telling myself to find a print shop and stuff like that. But NOOOOOO)

Have I even FINISHED my holiday homework? (NOOOOO, again. Sigh)

Because I'm too busy setting fire to/drowning my Sims. And building houses (hey, I DO build nice houses! I've gotten the whole balcony thing down pat. Woohoo) in The Sims. And reading. My God, you won't believe how many times I've re-read The Mediator series. I just went out to get Book 4 (Darkest Hour) today, at Times in Plaza Singapura. YAY! Now I'm missing Twilight, the last book. Dammit! I can't find it ANYWHERE!

Sasa was supposed to come along, but she, being the Queen of Chess, had a last minute chess tournament and thus had to forego (she got third by the way. At least she didn't miss it for nothing) the trip. So Wen and I met up with Jia at Plaza Sing at 12. Ate at KFC *groans inwardly* AGAIN. I had a Banditto (I screwed up the spelling, I know) Pocket after an intense scissors-paper-stone round with Jia.. Wen was reduced to eating Shroom's AGAIN because she said she was broke. There's something about the Banditto (the gross tomato sauce mixed with mayo, probably) that makes you VERY full after you finish it. I had a hell lot of cheese fries left. But I finished it (WITHOUT ANY HELP!! *beams*) by arranging the stupid fries into alphabets.. like A, B, C, D.. I got all the way to J! ^^ So I arranged, and ate, arranged, and ate.. well it was kinda fun anyway.

So then we went to TIMES where I got Book 4. Predictably, Twilight was MIA. Sighh. Lingered in Times for quite some time, looking at freaky soft toys with legs the size of tree trunks (directly proportionate to the soft toy's body), reading vulgar quotes by famous people ("People always say I'm not feminine. Well, they can just suck my dick") and then admiring (some were simply exclamations of horror, actually) the photos in some renowned photographer's portfolio or whatever. Some really screwed pictures.. Wen was particularly aghast at how Hugh Jackman looked like in there.

Next was Carrefour. All 3 of us got ambushed by this perky salesperson auntie who was promoting Kinder's Surprise. You know the chocolate egg? Yeah well. Nice to have such enthusiasm anyway. -____-''

Oh, speaking of enthusiasm? There was some letter sent in by some guy to The Straits Time a few days ago, and the guy was going on about how we lack helpful service in Orchard Road. He said that we should have the salesperson greet the customer with a Good Morning! Can I Help You? everytime one stepped in. Well, if anyone did THAT to me, I would completely freak out. Personally I prefer being left alone to do my shopping/browsing whatsoever. I totally abhor having someone at my elbow throughout my little trip in the shop. Especially one who always likes to make comments about which shoe would suit me better, or ask me what type I'm looking for. Seriously. It's like being SPIED ON!

Anyway, went to town next (town is SOOO BORING! -_____-'' There are only so many times you can go into Heeren and see the Mambo signboard without screaming). Got caught in a light drizzle. Seemed like half the population decided to go to town today. Seeked shelter in Heeren and browsed.. then we transferred to Cineleisure. God, how many times... anyway, took a break in the food court for our aching legs. After that, trudged to Far East because I pleaded with them to go to Sunny =)) I wasn't giving up on Twilight so easily! Saw some celebrity holding some autograph or whatever-it-is session on the ground floor. We didn't even catch the guy's face because he was seated in some kind of tent and dozens of girls were clustered around the tent barriers, trying to snap a picture (to sell on yahoo, I bet). His voice was awfully familiar though.. well, forgot all about him when we got to Sunny. No Twilight, expectedly, but I saw quite a few historical romances by Meg Cabot (under the name Patricia Cabot). I never knew Sunny had them! Going to get them after I complete my Mediator collection =D Sat in Sunny and talked about books. Being surrounded by books is a nice feeling. Hurhur. Spent more than ONE hour in there without realising it!

Then it was time to go home. Like, duh. Haha. Finished Darkest Hour already =) Attempted balancing chemical equations just now, but it wasn't a very successful attempt. I'm going to play The Sims right now ;) Never mind all my crappy homework. I'll find some way to pia one lah (as usual).

I'm fat. You're ugly. But I can diet.

Lingga says @#%$! at 10:53 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Chun Zhen sang by Mayday isn't as nice as it being sung by Liang Jing Ru! Because I think Chun Zhen is really a girl type of song. I mean, innocence! No manly guy sounds right singing about innocence in such high pitches! And Liang Jing Ru pulls the high notes much better =)

I think they put all the beansprouts in beehoon just so they can charge us a few cents more for it. Cuz, you know, if people complain about the price being overrated, they can like go "there are beansprouts inside! Beansprouts need money one ok!" Yeah well. I HATE beansprouts in my beehoon. I hate beansprouts in anything. I hate beansprouts altogether. I probably won't, llike, actually die if you force me to eat them, but I will totally be shooting you dirty looks. Because I'll have to spend 10 minutes picking the stringy and limp beansprouts out of the beehoon (and they blend so well together) so I can eat without occasional bursts of disgust. Why spoil perfectly good beehoon with BEANSPROUTS, I say!

Guess what, I'm not really getting very much of a start on my holiday homework either -_____________-''

And even though I have my essay planned out, I don't feel like writing it at all. You just don't get the MOOD to! No way am I gonna spend 12 hours slaving over it like last time. I'm sure it takes a few years off my lifespan. And we need to do one long essay every term. God, I'll be dying just after I become a legal adult.

Gee, this IS boring. While I'm waiting for netball (at 3pm). I'll just go drown more people in The Sims. No wonder people always wonder why I spend so much time online. I'm not playing neopets, I'm not doing layouts, I'm not doing anything. Blahh!

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:36 AM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Anyone listened to 93.3 at 8pm just now? 93.3 music diary? I heard one of the cutest and sweetest stories ever! And Lingzhi is my favourite DJ ever =) She's so adorable!!

See, there was this girl who stained her white skirt one day at work, and she had no pad with her, and her female colleagues were all absent and there were only the guys, so she had no choice but to hide in one of the conference rooms first. After trying to "hold up" the situation with tissue paper. Anyway, she was fretting about it in the conference room when she realised there was a guy in there. The guy simply eyed her in this way and then asked her what brand she was using! So cute right. And the girl was completely freaked out by the guy because he seemed to be eyeing her in this lecherous way.. yeah well. The guy volunteered to go get sanitary napkins for her! The girl waited for close to half an hour in the conference room, wondering why the guy was taking so long when the provision shop was just at the bottom of the building, and worrying what she would do if her colleagues tried to look for her.. then the guy came back! He handed her this plastic bag and she ran into the bathroom without so much of a thank you (probably too relieved). Anyway, it was only in the bathroom then did she realise why he'd taken so long.. he'd taken the trouble to get her new underwear and also a similiar white skirt, on top of the napkins! She was, of course, immensely touched, because they were 2 perfect strangers and all, yet he was willing to go to such trouble for her. Anyway, when she was done and she went back into the room, the guy was gone. So she tried to find out about the guy and who she was, and finally she found out he was some business associate who'd tried to catch a nap in the conference room. Well, not long after, they actually met again, and he handed her a note basically telling her he was interested and if they might try a relationship. So she agreed, and the 2 of them are still happily ever after right now. Must be very nice right, to meet your significant other this way!

Anyway, even though no physical description of the guy was given, I just KEEP thinking the guy MUST have been rather good looking. And probably has a nice bod. Like a manly man, but at the same time not too overwhelmed by the size of the male ego. You know, like Jay-style. Seriously, when I heard the story, I kept thinking of Jay. Jay going, eh, ni shi you shen me pai zi de. This would make suchhh a good love story =)) Man, you guys should have heard this one on radio! It probably sounds rather lame the way I'm describing right now, but factor in Lingzhi's sweet voice and the chinese words used to describe the story, plus the music and all.. it just makes girls wanna swoon and go green with envy at how lucky the girl is to hook such a great guy. ^_______^

Lingga says @#%$! at 10:05 PM

It's final. Neopets won't give me back my account. DAMN THEM!!!!!!!!!!! The reply they emailed me in reply to MY reply was BULLSHIT. It was like they never even read my email. I told them to at least spare a few minutes to look into my account and the others, and then they'll find out how VASTLY DIFFERENT WE ARE (and hence can't POSSIBLY be the same person; plus I stated A LOT of other points that prove WHY MY ACCOUNT IS NOT SOMEONE ELSE'S MULTIPLE ACCOUNT), but NOOOO, their reply said something like OH THE SAFETY OF YOUR ACCOUNT IS YOUR OWN RESPONSIBILITY like I GAVE MY PASSWORD TO SOMEONE ELSE and THAT SOMEONE ELSE USED MY ACCOUNT AS A MULTIPLE ACCOUNT TO VOTE FOR HIS PET!!! What the FUCK is wrong with them? It's like they can't even be bothered to SPEND A FEW MINUTES to LOOK INTO OUR ACCOUNTS so NO ONE GETS FROZEN WRONGLY!!!!!!!! My God NEOPETS SUCKS!! NEOPETS STAFF SUCKS!!! ARGH!!!!!!!

Like, I so totally wouldn't have minded half as much if I had indeed broken their rules. Damn, I haven't even been using my spare accounts to go to Tombola for like 2 months! I was just goddamn helping someone in the BC! MY CASE CAN BE SO EASILY SOLVED JUST BY CHECKING MY ACCOUNT AGAINST POH CHOON'S, BUT THEY ARE SO ADAMANT ABOUT GIVING ME MY ACCOUNT BACK!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!

Lingga says @#%$! at 5:41 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Yay. Ruru and I are best friends! I'm not the only one on earth who
1. has trouble pulling her lazy ass out of her computer chair, changing into presentable clothes and making her way to some coffeeshop within a 2km radius
2. worries about what she might possibly live on in the June hols (bei bei mian everyday)
and
3. might actually die of preservative poisoning (all that bei bei mian)

You know what I had for lunch today? Cookies and cream ice cream on bread with raisins. Gawd! No one eats THAT for lunch. I completely freak myself out that way you know. The way I try to delude myself (or rather my stomach) into thinking I'm having a full meal. Seeing as how I can't cook very much (I can't even fry a goddamn egg).

Like when I cooked maggi mee on Monday, I actually chopped fishcake and dumped them into the water where I was boiling the maggi mee. And then I sliced luncheon meat and heated them up in the little oveny thingy we had (whatever it's called. It's actually a toaster that works like a microwave, but it's neither a microwave nor an oven). Yeah. SIDE DISHES! I surprise myself. And in the past, it was chicken balls from NTUC, crabsticks and hot dogs. I either boiled them or heated them up. Yummy.

And I add ketchup to my maggi mee (WITHOUT the soup, Ruru). Kinda like spaghetti. One of the childhood fantasies I had in the past. Cuz, you know, spaghetti seemed like an awfully high-classed thing to me. And everyone who ate spaghetti (especially Garfield) was COOL. Yeah. So I would stick my fork into the noodles and twirl and pretend I was eating spaghetti. Really.

Which might have totally contributed to my state of abnormality right now.. but I dunno.

Ruru's house is some boardinghouse for the lizzies (term of affection for lizards) and mine is for the mozzies (term of affection for mosquitoes). I swear, Baygon doesn't even work now. I think they just get high on it, like drugs. Ruru says she saw some baby lizard in the toilet with a flaming red tail. God, those lizards have totally been feeding on the Ecstacy pills we dump in the alleys or whatever.

Well, who's up for Snow City? My dad can get 4 of us in for only $3.50 each =)

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:26 PM

God, I have to go out and get my own lunch. Which is of course perfectly fine (and normal if I might add), but I don't want to leave my house. Yeah, and I can't skip it because I got netball later on.

And now I know why Twilight is scarce in Singapore; it was only released in Jan 05! No wonder all the major bookstores are so behind time.

Blah. I just don't feel like doing ANYTHING, you know? I just want to stone.

Stone stone stone stone.

Oh, that, and read Twilight.

Lingga says @#%$! at 12:56 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (49%) medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness (66%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion (70%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

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trait snapshot:
clean, self revealing, open, organized, outgoing, social, enjoys leadership and managing others ^^, dominant, makes friends easily, does not like to be alone, assertive, hard working, finisher, optimistic, positive, likes to stand out, likes large parties, respects authority, practical, high self esteem (EGO!!!!!), perfectionist, dislikes chaos, busy, not familiar with the dark side of life, controlling, high self control, traditional, tough, likes to fit in, conforming, brutally honest, takes precautions

My God. They are ALL accurate (except the brutally honest part-I give people breaks too!- and high self control-clearly the people have never seen me with my commonwealth essay).

Lingga says @#%$! at 8:36 PM

I'm just blogging all day long. Yeah, meet the girl without a life. Blog, blog, blog. See, I knew you would understand.

Diao. Totally slacking. I'm going to slack so much I'll end up backwards. Well, I can't make any sense out of Coordinate Geo (not that I've tried yet.. But still). I can totally tell it will be CoGeo doing the dance next test..

Lemme go get my handbook so I can list down my homework.

I cannot stress how much I hate cute homework lists

- maths worksheets on Log, Simul and other lame things that obviously will not be required in my career

- chem worksheets on balancing equations and other lame things that will, again, obviously not be required in my career

- another 1500 word essay. Well, it's working out better this time. I'm writing Walls (what will happen if I do something on Walls ice cream?!)

- zuo ye 6. Got comprehension! T_T

- rearrange Bio and Maths files

- portfolio writing: hot potato and reflection

- also to make sense (no matter how small) of CoGeo.

Ok I'm off to play the Sims. Even though I'm completely bored to tears with it. I need something new! But it's totally not my fault that I can't install Sims Hot Date into my com!

Lingga says @#%$! at 1:17 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

I'm DYING to get Twilight. Oh my God. I'm sure Popular/Kino (and gosh it's ridiculous how Kino does their pricing) don't have it.. I'm counting on Sunny! Please have Darkest Hour and Twilight the next time I check in! I'm not sure what the uncle said about Darkest Hour, but I did catch the part about Twilight not having arrived yet (and it was humiliating the way I AWWWW-ed).

Even though I couldn't resist the temptation, and clicked on the Twilight forums. With the spoilers. And found out Jesse and Suze end up together (of course) and he actually comes alive (even though he died 150 years ago, but hey who's complaining?). But it just makes me more desperate for it because everyone is saying how much the ending rocks and how they all cried at the end. *longs to touch Twilight and oogle at Jesse*

My favourite Meg Cabot couple has always been Mia and Michael, but this time, they have been unceremoniously kicked off (sorry guys. But I still love you!) the stage by Suze and Jesse. However, I can't decide between Michael and Jesse. Who's hotter? Who?? Ahhhhh! *is torn into two*

Finished The Da Vinci Code just now! I do find it an accomplishment that I ran through around 95 chapters in one day =) However, I do think men who are devoted Christians and also have big ~~dicks~~ egos should refrain from reading the book. Because on top of the fact that the book simply denounces Christianity as this pile of bullshit, it even essentially maintains that women rock better than men (gee, I do like Dan Brown! Just for the women part)! =)

I just visited Sonia's (recently active only- actually she just posted one entry) blog and realised she likes to talk about BGR. If not claiming that Andersonian guys are just screwed, she'll discuss why hitting Sec 3 means you HAVE to get a significant other. Well, just thought it was interesting (not that I found the fact that she wore her punjabi suit and jeans during some festival very interesting). But come on women, we were doing fine as solitary creatures before we touched upper sec base! Why the sudden flood of BGR? Even the most unlikely-to-get-together people ARE together. Gross. Seriously (I have suddenly remembered a certain man and his St Nicks ex.. the horror!).

Oh by the way. I just remembered I never reported my TERM ONE PROGRESS. Well, I'm possibly the ONLY person who's satisfied with her term 1 results. Really. Everywhere I go I've got people moaning that their L1R5 is 21 and that they've failed either one or two of their maths (IMAGINE! I pass both Maths and people fail both of them! WHAT A SCENARIO!). I'm just praying that I can keep this up.. and avoid anything below C6 for as long as possible.

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:59 PM

I would also like to point out that the walk from East Coast Park to the stupid bus stop at carpark F3 was horribly long and lasted half an eternity. And they should have more common sense to build bus stops at every car park. Or at least put up a sign (BUS STOP: 20KM AWAY) so we won't get our hopes up. I actually thought it would be a 10 minute walk at the most. [...]

Went to the Popular sale at Expo yesterday. SO LAME! Nothing to buy there. I got A LOT of correction tapes. -______-'' See, I still had 3 at home leftover from my last trip to Pop, and then I bought 6 more yesterday, and then remembering the correction tape cartridge for this particular brand I'd bought like 6 years ago, I bought the cover for that cartrdige, and there were TWO cartridges in the pack PLUS a free one, and so now I have 3 + 6 + 4 = 13 correction tapes at home.. (and the cartridge one was really big)

Also bought 2 stacks of Popular foolscap. I don't REALLY like Pop foolscap (because it's kinda thin) but hey, it was cheap. And I'm just going to WASTE all my foolscap on stupid maths exercises. So why get good quality ones!

There weren't even any good books for sale =( Even if there were I'm sure they were all snapped up on Friday =(( All that were left were books like Guide to the Better Sex or whatever rubbish it is that nobody reads. *moans*

I actually saw Chia Chia.. well I'd known ALL ALONG that I would see her. Booo. =)

Well, Log isn't really THAT bad after I've finished all the shitty exercises my sister set me (and she hasn't marked them). I am 100% convinced Coordinate Geometry (A Maths) is 100 times worse. At least for Log there's a definite pattern most of the time, and for Coordinate Geo you get FREAKING problem sums. Problem sums that you can't make head or tail of. Like, blahh.

Where's my sushi date?! *stomps feet* Give me my sushi date!

Lingga says @#%$! at 3:19 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

I would like to welcome my tagboard back into the world of the Alive!

Anyway, 4.5km was a breeze. Not that breezy, but not as un-breezy as I'd been expecting. It was over a whole lot shorter than I thought.

I was running with Sasa, and we kinda started at the back. Like when Mr Yeo flagged us all off with that BANG, I was still going, Oh there go the lower sec girls, how sad they are, having to run, then I realised it was the UPPER SEC girls who were being flagged off. Fine, whatever. So I huffed and puffed along. I don't know what scenic bullshit the teachers were talking about, because I so did not notice them in my quest to complete the run and stay alive.

It was awfully exhausting. I kept going and going, with Sasa beside/in front/behind me, wondering when all this would end, and when I first came across Leroy (or if he prefers Jane) and Arkar (however you spell his name) along the path, they were shouting YOU'RE ALMOST THERE! ALMOST THERE! and I was mentally wheezing Am I really? Really almost there? as I trudged along, not really believing in the sheer miracle of it, looking out for the goddamn finishing line in vain, and about 20 minutes later, after I'd rounded the turn and gone back on the way we'd started, I met Leroy and Arkar the second time, and guess what, they were still shouting YOU'RE ALMOST THERE! YOU CAN EVEN SEE THE FINISHING LINE FROM HERE! GO GO! and I, not having learnt my lesson, naively believed them, and kept craning my neck to catch a glimpse of the finishing line I so desired. I even picked up speed and did a full-on DASH ahead, hoping against hope I would finally SEE the stream of runners ahead of me trail to a stop.

Fat chance. I ran until I almost COLLAPSED, and still, where is the finishing line I ask you? I was so cursing the 2 of them in my head for getting my hopes up. But I pushed on, on and on and on, until I actually thought the finishing line was a HOAX and a LIE and that the teachers were totally going to make us run until we all died.

Ah, crap. I was just overwhelmed with the sheer relief of it when I finished the run. I think I took less than 30 minutes to finish. Yay. Actually, now that I think of it, it wasn't as tough as running 4 rounds around the school. Maybe because you have to run in a pack, and at the speed the pack was going. I did stop a few times in the run to recharge, because I completely believe that xiu xi shi wei le zou geng chang yuan de lu (resting is just so you can complete a longer journey) =)

The school gave us towels of totally inferior quality. Just wave them in the air, and poof, white clumps of fur float around you! It's like magic!

After we were dismissed, Lijie, Shunwei, Yixuan, Sasa, Wen and I went to Orchard. Again. Well, my sole purpose was to acquire more The Mediator books. I only found book 5 (which was juicy-ly good by the way; they confessed their love for each other! Ahahahaha!!!). Sadly! And Kinokuniya is way behind time. They only have the first book of the new and revamped version of Mediator. I'm so hoping Kellynn's got the 6th book!!!

And we found The Rape of Nanking by Iris Chang at Kino, as recommended by Ms Heng. It was gross. It was disturbing. God, my hate for Japan just went up a few notches.

Oh, blah. I got this SEVERE headache after doing like 1/4 of the maths homeweek my sis set for me (from the goddamn 10 years series. God, why don't I just burn it). I do hope it means that I have a chronic illness that prohibits me to do maths, or else I will die.

Fat chance.

Lingga says @#%$! at 3:06 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

I AM A RETARD.

I AM DUMB.

WHY DID I AGREE TO RUN COMPETITIVE????

GOD. I am STUPID!

The ONLY reason why I agreed was I felt sorry for ~~ANWAR~~ KHAIRUL and the CLASS. Like, I can only too clearly remember last year. We were practically BEGGING people to take part in events. I can so fit into Khairul's shoes. So there I was, feeling sorry for him and the class, thinking that no one wanted to take part in the competitive (oh, I know SO WELL how people think) run...

WELL I WENT AHEAD AND AGREED!

Not that I didn't put up any resistance. But my resistance was obviously injured and dying. I'd barely put up a struggle when I gave in.

FOUR POINT FIVE KILOMETRES 4.5KM-

Done in 40 minutes. And I was innocently going, Oh, I'll just slack at the back =). Bullshit. If I come back after 40 minutes, 3/4 won't even get the points I earn for running. -_________-'' GOD! I'm barely alive after I do 3 rounds around the school. 4 is my MAXIMUM. When I say MAXIMUM, I mean the most I can do without croaking.

GOD! I don't know how I'm going to pull this off.

holidays are beckoning cheerfully
with a WAVE-

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:51 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2005

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Yiling/Lingga/Yaling
-- Birth date: 010590
-- Birthplace: Singapore General Hospital
-- Current Location: -Singapore~~, do the best you can.. Stand up for Singapore~~
-- Eye Color: BLACK! Although there's a bit of brown in them =) I've noticed almost everyone's eyes have a bit of brown in them...
-- Hair Color: Yes, I've found out, there is no such thing as light shade of black..
-- Righty or Lefty: *wriggles right hand* right hand: Me! Me!

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: pure Chinese =) NO Eurasian blood. At all.
-- The shoes you wore today: my yucky white Bata shoes with absolutely no friction >.< My shoelaces were ripped cruelly apart by me today, on the MRT, when I stepped on one of them.
-- Your weakness(es): I am LAZY! I am a FIRST CLASS PROCRASTINATOR! I have ZERO WILL POWER. I don't like being criticized =( I can't withstand hammies/hot guys.
-- Your fears: Once I start... *whispers* I might never STOP
-- Your perfect pizza: HAWAIIAN PIZZA! The ONLY way for pizza =)
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: 8 points for O Levels =D My sis got 8 points, I can't lose to her!!!!

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on MSN/AIM/YIM: (what the heck is YIM?) "erm", "diao", "MY GOD"
-- Your thoughts first waking up: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP LONGER I AM GOING TO DIE - I am not even kidding.
-- Your best physical feature: errm.. I kinda like my eyes. I don't like my lips. Squeal.
-- Your bedtime: On school days it's 10+pm. Wayy too early, I know. But I'm still deluding myself that the more hours I sleep, the less sleepy I'll feel when I wake up (yeah, right).
-- Your most missed memory: 2704.

LAYER 4:
--Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi. Used to be Coke until I met Wen.
--McDonald's or Burger King: Both are ok.. but I'm now more of a KFC dudette =)
--Single or group dates: date, my ASS. But group dates are better to start out with =))
--Adidas or Nike: NIKE! Nike ALL THE WAY. but Adiddas doens't look too bad either.
--Ice Tea or Nestea: Ice tea. I guess. I'm more of a Heaven and Earth tea person.
--Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE. CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE.
--Cappuccino or coffee: I've forgotten how coffee tastes like, and I don't even think I've tasted cappucino before.

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: never.
-- Cuss: of course! I've even become more relaxed about saying the F word. In the past I would only say it when I was totally pissed. Now it'll be like, What the fuck, I left my file in the AVT. Oh well.
-- Sing: love to =)
-- Take a shower everyday: Yeah. Of course. Like, what planet do you live on? This is Singapore. The sweat might just drown you.
-- Have a crush: uh-huh.
-- Do you think you've been in love: I'M IN LOVE WITH JESSE! I was in love with Micheal (Moscovitz) but he's got to make way now.. never mind that Jesse can float through walls. I was also in love with Jay. And Ewan. And Takeshi. *name-drops happily*
-- Want to go to college: I wanna go to U.
-- Like(d) high school: well......... except for the Maths part. And the waking early part. And the homework part. And the exams part. Yeah I guess it's pretty nice =) I do wish I had cuter, better, more ELIGIBLE guys around me (where ARE the guys, in the first place?).
-- Want to get married: rigght. But since I'm not even 15, that can wait.
-- Believe in yourself: kind of. Until I get back my maths results.
-- Get motion sickness: bus-sick. Totally. When I've been on long rides, that is.
-- Think you're attractive: of course! Everyone LOVES me =DD LURRVESS.
-- Think you're a health freak: HAH. I wish.
-- Get along with your parent(s): More or less. More when they agree to my 7610 being part of the household =)
-- Like thunderstorms: YES. I love thunderstorms. Especially when I'm in bed. And I totally get to snuggle up into the blanket and watch the rain pouring outside, and hear the thunder, and be glad that I've a roof over my head and a blanket to snuggle up to.
-- Play an instrument: *breaks down and cries*

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: no.
-- Smoked: never. ever.
-- Done a drug: I'm so sure this is something sent out by the narcotics people in Singapore. First they send out these questionaires thingys and then wait for people to fill them up, perfectly innocently, and then they stick the HAVE YOU DONE DRUGS question into the rest, and pounce on you when you say yes. Good thing I'm smarter than them.
-- Gone on a date: I have no life.
-- Gone to the mall?: Yeah. ORCHARD (again).
-- Eaten sushi: NO NO NO! YESYESYES SOON!
-- Been on stage: er. Don't think so.
-- Been dumped: people with no life don't get significant others in the first place, and hence have no chance of getting dumped =) or if you mean being dumped LITERALLY..
-- Gone skating: nope.

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
--Gotten Drunk: nope.
--Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope. I would be the one to trash people.
--Been called a tease: *snorts* what is wrong with people? Nobody, NOBODY calls ANYBODY a TEASE now.
--Gotten beaten up: I beat people up =)
--Changed who you were to fit in: Well, unfortunately, yes. Minor tweaks here and there. Compromise what!

LAYER EIGHT:
--Age you hope to be married: 28. 29 seems so.. old.
--Numbers and Names of Children: 2 kids. I have no idea what to call them. Perhaps when it's my turn to be a mother people will be calling their kids Screwed or Vagina. Or Oak.
--Describe your Dream Wedding: er. I've never exactly thought of it. Hopefully the groom is drop-dead gorgeous. =)
--How do you want to die: surrounded by my loved ones. Preferrably without pain too =) No scratch that. DEFINITELY without pain.
--Where you want to go to college: I'm thinking of HCJC. Really.
--What do you want to be when you grow up?: no freaking idea. Seriously. I just want a job so I can support myself.

LAYER NINE.
In a guy/girl..
--Best eye color?: black/brown. Just a little tint of brown to make it mysterious enough. Well, actually I don't care as long as I'm drowning in them.
--Best hair color?: Black. Or maybe a little dark brown. Shades here and there.
--Short or long hair: I do have a weakness for guys with hair like Zaizai's =) When it was at its shortest though. I don't need people calling Ladies, hang on! from behind me.
--height, short or tall: Tall. Without a doubt. I absolutely REFUSE to go out with a guy shorter than me.
--Best weight: Lean and muscular (not too many muscles though). Just enough under that shirt to let me know they exist ;)
--Best articles of clothing: I would dig the guy I like in a long sleeved shirt. No idea why.
--Best first date location: THEME PARK!!!!!!!!
--Best first kiss location: No idea.

LAYER TEN:
Number
--# of drugs taken illegally: Another desparate attempt by the narcotics people! But I've never taken drugs. I don't want to crack like an egg on the ground floor.
--# of people I could trust with my life: 5.
--# of CDs that I own: zero. *whispers* I.. *whispers* RC..
--# of piercing: ears, one on each.
--# of tattoos: none. It might be cool to have one somewhere though. A small one proclaiming Jay rocks or something. But then my affection for Jay might die..
--# of scars on my body: one on my knee, product of my fall in school last time.
--# of things in my past that I regret: too many things. Sigh. I do regret not treasuring things I had until I lost them.

Lingga says @#%$! at 6:33 PM

JESSE IS SO HOT!!! HOT HOT HOT HOT!! HOTTIE!! SIZZLING HOT!! WHEEEE!!! *squeals and squeals and squeals!*

Well, Jesse is a ghost. And isn't even a real one to begin with. He's a ghost in The Mediator series, by Meg Cabot. I NEED BOOK 4, 5, 6!!! I bought books 1 - 3 yesterday and guess, what, finished them all today. I AM HUNGRY FOR MORE SUZE AND JESSE! And book 4 is where all the REAL romance picks up! This evil, evil, EVIL Paul pokes his head into the whole story, and wants to like, exterminate Jesse, because he likes Suze. OVER MY DEAD BODY!! Everyone loves Jesse. Well, everyone in Meg's book club website forum, anyway. They're all going JESSE IS SO HOT! HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE JESSE? IF SO YOU MUST BE GAY! Totally echoing their sentiments.

ARGH! I SWEAR I will lay my hands on the books by the end of the March hols.

No, that's too far away.

By the START of the March hols. I'm thinking of scourcing the Popular sale at Expo this week for them.

WHINE! I'M BEING DEPRIVED! There aren't even any really interesting scences between Jesse and Suze in books 1 - 3 that depict their LOVE. That I can re-read over and over again to satisfy my DESIRES. You know.

Crap.. must try Sunny again. I AM DYING TO READ THE REST OF THE BOOKS! Seriously, that is where the action picks up! Should I read the forums that discuss the happenings in those books?? I don't want spoilers! But I might not be able to stop myself!! Oh, help!!!

(By the way, what IS the significance of MADONNA'S BURNING CROSSES?!)

Lingga says @#%$! at 5:58 PM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Here you will find another whiny piece of me having no life. Just because neopets froze my account I am being bored to tears. Why doesn't somebody make a site that's free and includes games that do NOT involve car racing/mahjong/bowling/pinball? candystand.com is like, crap. And so is miniclip.com. Or why doesn't somebody tell me about sites which are free and include games that do NOT involve car racing/mahjong/bowling/pinball? I am so bored. SQUEAL. I don't want to read. I WANT TO PLAY GAMES. Correction: I want to play games where no shooting/car racing is involved. I want to play games like SUPER MARIO. And no puzzle bobble either. All those panicky last seconds just before the wall crashes down on you? It totally takes a few years off your lifespan.

I WANT TO PLAY THE SIMS. I am seriously trying to wheedle my mom into letting me buy the $18.90 The Sims: Making Magic etc at Popular. I'm not very sure if they work though (I mean, they MUST right, it's POPULAR, and I'm not even paying 5 bucks for it like it's pirated. And Popular doesn't sell pirated GAMES, does it?).

Went to Orchard again today. Bought the first 3 books of The Mediator =) Meg Cabot rocks! So many books, so little money. Sigh.

Watched Constantine. The show was fabulous. Ultra-cool. Keanu Reeves really is cute. Even though he's like way too old for me. He looks cute even when your face is practically plastered to the movie screen the size of a football field because you are sitting in the first row. All I can say is that even though I have never sat in the first row before, it isn't really as bad as what I thought. Even though you get very dizzy when the camera starts to move from palce to place really fast, and all you can see is a blur of colours. We watched it at Plaze Singapura, and the only seats we could get were in the first row. At least they still had seats right? And how many times do you get to experience neck cramp and dizziness in the first row anyway?

Took neoprints, as usual. =) 3 times! Enjoyed ourselves. Oh yes.

Saw a nice black OP bag that costs $30 today. Am tempted to buy that. But it's 30 bucks! Of course I understand that $30 is the standard price for a bag, but it is nevertheless less tempting when you include in the price. Especially when I still want more clothes, more The Sims, more books (like the JD Robbs I had to forgoe today because of lack of cash), more-

Well. More everything.

Only did a teeny bit of homework. Sigh. I can't figure out my maths homework. Coordinate Geometery. It's every bit as interesting as Log.

Lingga says @#%$! at 11:49 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005

Hello, little people. I still exist, by the way.

Got back most of my tests. Well, get this: I'm satisfied (oh wait I just remembered. I haven't gotten back my english. Well, scratch satisfied. Satisfied is so not the word to describe my english grade).

Gee. I was going to vomit this pile of crap about how happy I am about this term's results (maybe not happy.. but satisfied nonetheless!) until I remembred my english. GREAT. Now it's english that ruins my happiness. What is the world coming to? It used to be maths not very long ago you know (like before the tests).

I got 23/35 for E and A maths papers. Can't say I'm very happy (I was expecting at least a 25- ok here I go again, upsetting my own life; I used to be OVER-THE-TOP if I PASSED, remember??) about it.

Failed my second maths test on Log (well, BIG SURPRISE) by 1 mark. IT'S MR WONG'S FAULT!!! 3/4 and 3/5 are the only 2 classes to have a second maths test on Log. Without that test, I could have gotten like a B3 for A maths. With that stupid score, I get a 59.5 (THANK GOD FOR THAT 0.5.. MY B4 HAS COME INTO EXISTENCE!!!!).

Well. I'm pleased nonetheless. I mean, I passed. And not just passed. Got a B-something. The last time I got a B-something for maths was in SEC 1!!!

But really. Maybe Mr Wong is trying to help us. If we have a Log test this term, it means we WON'T have a Log test next term right? I mean, he can't possibly give us TWO Log tests right?? (he'd better not.........) And this term's only 10%. Next term is like, 20. Woot. Mr Wong might just be the guy everyone hates, but he's actually saving everyone from behind the blood-red curtains from getting swallowed by the indestructible maths monster behind the blood-red curtains?

... Anyway, I got B3 for E Maths and B4 for A Maths. OHMYGODIAMSOEXCITED-

My commonwealth essay is finally off to the judges! Like, wheee. [...] Ms Heng sent me the copy Ms Yoong and her edited. It's down to 1491 words. She told me through email they were sorry they "let it die a horrible death" and made me so tentative. I just skimmed through the essay quickly and oh my God, I think I want to burn it already. -_____-''I didn't exactly read it though..

Ah, the weekends! SLEEPING IN LATE =DD Excited once again! =) But I'm bored. I wonder if they've returned me my neopets account yet. I'll just die if they refuse to. And probably buy an air ticket to the USA to sue neopets. IT IS TERRIBLY UNJUST!!! They should have CHECKED PROPERLY BEFORE THEY DID THE DIRTY DEED! You know how many hours people SPEND on neopets? AND THEN THEY FREEZE IT LIKE THEY GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO! Like, you spend 4 hrs each day drawing on a piece of paper for 365 days x 3, and then someone rips your paper into half and you tell me you don't want to kill that person and I'll give you 10 bucks.

Bull lah! Let's organise a 2/7 gathering in March in Sentosa again! =)

Lingga says @#%$! at 4:11 PM